Alright, so my parents weren't that bad. So my mom is a little crazy and likes to bitch a lot about stupid things but that's pretty normal as far as moms go. My dad was always really supporting but he worked out of town a lot. I got kicked out of school when I was 17, but that's mostly my fault. I was sick with pneumonia and didn't keep up on my homework. When I started missing class and failing, the school pulled what they called the "10 day rule" on me and expelled me. I moved on pretty well...I'm 21 years old, married, in college and working...for now. I just signed a lease for an apartment near my job and I realized that I may have screwed the pooch big time. I did something at work by accident that may get me fired. I've set up interviews just in case I need to find something quickly, but I really don't like to play the "wait to get fired" game. I just pray that I don't get fired before my interview because then I will be out of work for a few weeks. The relationship between my wife is stressed, but mostly because I have an anger issue. I've never hit her, but I've held her on her arms so tightly that she's gotten bruises a couple of times. When I start to get angry with her I have to leave the room so that I don't slap her right across the face. She can be a total bitch sometimes, but I know if she left me then I wouldn't be able to be with anyone else in fear that I might hurt them as well. Not emotionally, but physically. I self mutilate to clear my head, but not in the 16 year old girl cutting herself in the bathroom way. I pick at pimples and blackheads on my face for hours, even though there may or may not be any to pick at. I pull out hairs on my legs, chest, and arms one at a time to relax. I don't believe in god and I know my family would hate me if they found out. I know it's not as bad as some others, but why the hell not... | |
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