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It's the big time, indeed.

Posted by anonymous at October 20, 2010
Tags: 2010 October  Religion  Sexuality

Hi everyone.

I guess most of you are from America, or at least from a anglo-saxon country. I'm not. I'm from morocco, a muslim country south Spain. Since a very early age, I discovered how society is unfrair. How weak people does not mean anything to others. I was weak (But I'm not anymore.) And the worst among all of this, how gay people are indesirable !

I am gay, and I am atheist, two things that the muslims hate over anything else. There is no need to tell how people mocked my effeminacy. Neither how my father was about to go crazy when he learned that I was homosexual when I got teenage. And how he tried to make my life a hell. He's still trying, with more difficulty because I caught him talking to a teenage girl (He's 53 !). I'm blackmailing him : if he does not leave me alone, I will tell the police, and this works everytime. And this if fun !

There are so many other sucking things in my life, but I don't have time enough.

Hope my message does not suck too much !

If there is some advise I could give, this would be : find how sucking life could me funny ! That makes us more clever, and more objective, yes, I swear !


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By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 17:55

Now I got it ! I was douting you were muslim...

So let me tell you something. I've been muslim for 14 years ! As every moroccan, I studdied Islam at school. And anyway, I am not talking about coran, but about mahomet's life, wich is considered as an exemple that every good muslim should follow.

So if mahomet did marry a little girl, that means that Allah does not desaprove pedophilie. That's all. That's what I tried to explain to the guy above. All you gotta do is to read back my post cause I got the feeling that you started from a misunderstunding, and you know what ? maybe my life sucks, but that does not mean that all I have to do is in it is to answer to you.

Now just let go. Almost everyone here does not care about islam and so do I... Islam is not the real problem in my life.

goodbye.
By corey at 23,Oct,10 18:52

mahomet was a prophet not god how would anyone know what a god would approve or disapprove you dont make sense and any version of the bible is man made the guy who first started on this post made a siple joke then the guy who replied about the prophet marrying a girl started all that religious bullshit if you are that same guy your the one who is escalating all this at your own detriment lol.
By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 18:53

also if islam wasnt part of your real problem (like you just stated) you would have no replied in teh first place to the guys Allah aint proud comment.
By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 18:54

*not replied*


By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 19:25

LOL !

Well if we don't know what God aproves or desaproves so what's the meaning of religion ? I'm sorry, you're the one who makes no sens. Allah (or God, whatever...) didn't stop all along the coran reminding that muslims should follow mahomet,and if you disbeleieve me, all you gotta do is to read an online coran...

This is gonna be the last time I post here.

But before leaving I wanna tell everbody here somethings :

1) I got nothing against muslims : the people I love the most are muslim : my mom, bros and sis, friends, neighbours...

2) For all those who come here to tell their stories, I say to them I'm really sorry, and I wish a day come where they can live again. As long as your life sucks keep trying to express it and to change it and don't never let go. Don't care about people who keep telling : you're this way because "you're weak", "you got no personnality", "you wanna be different", etc. They just don't know that they can be you a day .

So people, good bye and good luck for everyone.

I don't know anymore why I posted my story, but I got no regrets. After all my life sucks ! ;p (I told this a million times)

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU

XOXO
By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 23:04

your narrow minded god is an entity(if he exists) and religion is a concept for some ppl they mean the same thing for others they are not related at all when you say:
Well if we don't know what God aproves or desaproves so what's the meaning of religion?
Its a one sided thought from your part.


By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 23:09

See thats the problem with some ppl, they think that god rhymes with religion while there are scientific facts that lead us to believe that there is a possible existence of a sentient life form behind creation that has nothing to do with religion, religion is man made for all we know god is probably pissed about religion.


By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 02:02

'allah' and 'god' are the same word...just in different languages.

Also, Yahweh, the "god of abrahim", aka, the jewish god - is the same god worshiped by both christians and muslims....so, not only are the words "allah" and "god" the same thing in different languages, but also the christianity and islam happen to both worship the same allah/god...called yahweh or the god of abrihim (that the jews gave the world).

Religion lesson aside....there is actually no god/allah. No zues, jesus, thor, etc.....

Now, about your situation...it's a very sad one. I feel for you.

Here is the first step - know that you are good/right/and being oppressed by idiots. Think of yourself as the town "fool" in the Hans Christian Anderson story, "The Emporer's New Clothes". If you're not familiar, read it and you'll see my point. Everyone there is just following their society like mindless drones. You are not...instead - you think...and yes, you ARE better than they are.

Step Two...prepare yourself mentally for one day leaving home. I know that no matter how bad your family has made your life...it's still hard to leave. However, one day you'll find yourself in a place where they accept people that have a brain...and it'll be worth it to leave.

Step Three - Enjoy the things in life that are worth it. Maybe you have a hobby, maybe you like music or art....whatever it is....don't get down and stop enjoying the things in life that are worth it, just because of the idiots we have to share the planet with...they aren't worth it!

Step four - when you are ready....make a plan to leave. That'll be hard...it might take some time and even some money....however, when you're ready....start to make a plan, e.g. - Where do you want to go? What do you want to do? The Internet is actually a great place to start, to meet people, and to do some research.

Step Five - Don't look back. You'll be prepared...you know that these people you've been living with are true fools, they're mean, stupid, and not worth your time (and certainly not worth making you feel bad about yourself)...so when the time comes - Don't look back...if you ever have doubts, just think of these things and move on!
By Cindy at 26,Oct,10 22:34

ur diggin ur own grave didnt ya say u wont post anymore


By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 16:07

I know I said I won't post here again, but I'm not a man of his word (lol). Nah, I'm kidding, I'd rather say that it's not my kind to leave messages without responses, especially those ones.

First, thank you so much for your post. I read it like the Coran (it's a way of speaking =p).

Allow me to tell that actually I stopped a long time ago thinking that my life sucks. The fact is that when I posted my story, I was just a little bit upset, and anyway 8 pepole saw that (check the rate)...

My life got more and more easy when I started a therapy wich helped me a lot handling everything in this life.By the way the ones who come here and who still don't make a therapy, I advise them to do, they will be impressed but that may take time, so patience !

So thank you again mister anonymous who I think is probably gay too =p.

Errrr... Ah ! the religious debate again... I think I have no choice.

I understand what you mean when you say that Allah is God and Yahwe. And you know what, that is not the real problem (But allow me to remind you that Allah does not have a son, when God does !). The real problem is that, according to islamic texts, the pedophily is not foridden by Allah (when, as far as I know, it's definetly not the same for christanism ). And since mahomet married a little girl (this is the n time I say thaht but you leave no choice) that means that Allah is fine with that. Ouf !


Good night, or good morning... America is too faaaaar...
By Cindy at 26,Oct,10 22:34

ur diggin ur own grave didnt ya say u wont post anymore
By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 22:36 Fold Up

whos gay 2? why make false assumptions while i did work with a gay in a store once you are giving them bad name with your attitude.
By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 22:37 Fold Up

LOL for an atheist u sure love to talk religion
By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 22:39 Fold Up

to what anonymous are you talkign 2 thers like 3-4 ppl answering to ur stuff


By dude at 26,Oct,10 22:42

ya lol according to MAN MADE stuff like bible, ur an atheist and yet its as if u argue with biblical texts which are not PROVEN to have been written by any imaginary god whatsoever, u seem lost.


By anonymous at 27,Oct,10 02:22

Oh my Dog ! Guys, you're really desperate.

"ur diggin ur own grave didnt ya say u wont post anymore"

Yeah, I said it indeed. But I think I explained why I did'nt hold my word...

"whos gay 2? why make false assumptions while i did work with a gay in a store once you are giving them bad name with your attitude."

Assumptions are like this, they could be false, or true. And I am aware of this. And speaking about my attitude...I think you're smart enough to know that you shouldn't generalize.

"
ya lol according to MAN MADE stuff like bible, ur an atheist and yet its as if u argue with biblical texts which are not PROVEN to have been written by any imaginary god whatsoever, u seem lost."

Is everybody nut here ? It doesn't matter if such books are proven or not. I'm talking about what is supposed to be if they actually were from God (or whatever). Talking about Allah (or God..) does not mean I beleive in Him.

If you really want me to stop posting here, please stop telling whatever about me, Ok ?
By anonymous at 27,Oct,10 20:58

your contradicting yourself you say not to generalize and yet you did it in your own posts.


By anonymous at 27,Oct,10 21:01

'm talking about what is supposed to be if they actually were from God.

Supposed to be? is that part of a universal cosmic rule? If you mean according to the imaginary tales of the Coran I can see what you mean, but then you say : if they actually were from god(basically you say that this is the only version, so much for generalizing huh)


By Cindy at 27,Oct,10 21:03

Try to be objective in your posts and by the way if your blackmailing your father your worse than him. If you dont like what he says to you get a job and move.


By anonymous at 30,Oct,10 10:34

You people need to back off this kid, leave the theist crap out of it, the kid said he's an atheist ffs! To the original poster - I'm sorry you're enduring so much bullshit for just being who you are, but don't let it discourage you from living life sweetie. The people that judge you are not decent people & you should work on surrounding yourself with people that are kind, supportive & nonjudgemental. Even just ONE good friend can make all the difference, if you can't find friends locally - use the internet
By anonymous at 30,Oct,10 23:00

really? hes black mailing his father, kinda makes him worse than his father,the fruit doesn't fall 2 far form the tree in this case so ya bub you reap what you sow.(not to mention you find it funny to blackmail I dont think ud like it if it was done to u).
By anonymous at 30,Oct,10 23:01

sorry just noticed that ud only do it if he doesnt leaves u alone, in that case just change place, ur old enough right?


By anonymous at 31,Oct,10 14:42

"really? hes black mailing his father, kinda makes him worse than his father,"

Really ? I m worse than him ? If you say so. It's pretty easy to say when at least, when society does not want you, you've a family who does. You think It's possible for me to stay a good person after all this ? you'll be cruel and unfair if you do !

"the fruit doesn't fall 2 far form the tree
in this case so ya bub you reap what you sow.(not to mention you find it funny to blackmail I dont think ud like it if it was done to u)."

Of course I wouldn't find funny if my son blackmailed me because of making his life a hell, but deep inside me, I hope anyway, I would think I deserve it...
By anonymous at 31,Oct,10 15:08

And yeah, I forgot, stop talking about moving away or whatever, first it's not your business, and second I've no where else to go, and if i got a job that would be at best case a waiter, which wage couldn't make me hold even not 3 days. I'm am not living at america this super-powerful country, I'm living in morocco, who couldn't even make an other bus if Europe does not help it...
By anonymous at 01,Nov,10 01:44

not our business then dont post here lolz, if you cant stand the heat, stay out of the kitchen, take some responsabilities for f*** sake.


By anonymous at 13,Nov,10 14:45

honestly its pathetic that you black mail your dad just because he doesn't accept your sexuality. that puts you on the same level as him. i'm gay and my mother doesn't accept it but i still love her and myself but im the better person for not condeming her for her decision. your dad will realize how stupid he is and he will regret not being part of your life... things will get better :-)


By gregwiater at 18,Nov,10 08:03

Life sucks in this world... but all of this is our fault. We have allowed it. Of course it seems as if it would be easier to kill myself and escape this never ending suffering in this reality.
But how about if we change it so it doesn´t suck anymore???? If everybody who killed himself and who wants to kill himself/herself did something to change this world instead – it would be much much better already. Let´s unite and do something instead of committing suicide.
search on google for: EQUAL MONEY ORGANIZATION and DESTENI GROUP... and you will find help and practical solutions… you will also find me there on the forum under Greg and GregWiater


By anonymous at 12,Dec,10 00:16

The first thing you need to do is denounce God or Allah or whatever the fuck you wanna call it, since "it" is not real and the beliefs that are tied to such imaginary people strictly imply bigotry and hatred. Once you rid yourself of the 'God fallacy" you will begin to feel the nature and freedom of your true being and begin to walk down the path of true life.

After you do that, I would highly recommend you move out of your country. Why? Because you know you want to!! It sounds like fucking hell to me- Good luck.

And to anyone who has anything negative to say about my comment, I will say to you in advance....SUCK MY FUCKING DICK- Thanks ;)


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