i was struggling with some mental disorder, i must have had one
i killed my cat out of anger three years ago, and ive never been able to show my face around my family ever again, i dont care if they forgive me, i dont forgive myself
so i essentially ran away, and life sucks, i am 20 and on the streets, i go hungry some weeks
i know its my fault, but damn life sucks | |
forgiving and understanding yourself is the most important thing.
NOW!
Ironically I have something similar from my past.
I've never taken care of my cat, even though he was prescious to me. I did not take him to the vets and he died because of some unknown disease.
I'm sure I'll burn in hell for that, cause I've been always torturing and teasing him. But I'm ready to take all the responsibility when I die and I guess I've accepted that.
It still brings me bad memories. But I have to try live with myself until my judjement if there is God.
Hang in there!
As for evidence, despite it being obvious, here's a thorough list: eternian.wordpress.com/evidence
I have no sympathy for you and neither should anyone else.
I hope you kill yourself.
“Don't judge, or you too will be judged: For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use you will be measured. Why do you gaze at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye." - Your God
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