LIFE SUCKS

I do things for others. But not for myself

I'm 15 and as you may be guessing. My life SUCKS!
My parents divorced when i was five
I have a mentally ill younger sister
and We don't even know what she has exactly
My family has come to the conclusion that we need to find help for her
but the problem is that my mother had told the "entire" universe what is wrong with my sister
and they have all said to take her to the mosque and give her an exorcism
My mother tells me that I wouldn't understand but I do.
For one thing I know that my sister is not possessed. Just because she has opinions that our family are not familar with, does not mean that she has satan in her. People tell me to pray, but the thing is, I have been doing that for the last five years. and nothing has come.
In other words, I have given up.
I lost my childhood...all because of her.
Sometimes I don't know who I am because I had to grow up so fast.
People tell me how good I am so then I have to keep it up. I don't get to do anything. I don't have a social life and I am fricken 15 YEARS OLD!
My mother asks me if i would like to live with my relatives in Edmonton, the problem with that is that they are crazy muslims extremists now and their children think I'm crazy so it wouldn't work out at all.
I won't bother asking for help since it always brings me down more.