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Loneliness

Posted by anonymous at November 20, 2010
Tags: Loneliness  2010 November  Philosophical

Have you ever felt so lonely, that you feel like your chest thightens and your heart just keeps on beating really hard and it hurts? That's how I feel everyday.

To be honest, I like to be alone.I like to have moments to myself, where I can just sit in silence and think of nothing. But I don't like to be lonely

I would like to have some one in my life.
Some one who cares about me, and some one who can deal with my fucked up mind.

I feel like no one understands me.
And whenever things go wrong in my life, I always blame myself for it.
In my head it just goes like : 'Stupid , stupid, why did you say that? Why did you do that?'

I just wish I could go back into time, and do things differently.
I wish I would've stood up for myself when I was constantly bullied in school.
I wish I would've stopped forgiving my mother for what she had done ( she used to drink a lot, etc...)

I don't enjoy things anymore.
Christmas, bah sucks.
Newyear, sucks even more.

I just do what I have to do everyday, and that's it.

In the beginning I thought that things will get better eventually.
But the thing is, they don't.
They get worse.

And in the end nobody cares.



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By anonymous at 05,Dec,10 15:48

Aw, I feel the same way. Hang in there, it's tough.
By anonymous at 07,Dec,10 08:42

Thanks


By Elena at 05,Dec,10 22:36

Hey listen I know how you feel. But after all its not that bad. I am pretty sure you can change something about it. I was always thinking that no one can understand what is going on in my head and I used to feel lonely. I promise oneday someone right will come. You will see your world changing around you. Just think positive! You deserve to be happy. First step, get up and do something.

Cheers
By anonymous at 07,Dec,10 08:42

Thanks.

But, what can I change about it?
What can I do?

If I could do something that would make my life better,
I would do it.

But there isn't anything I can do.


By anonymous at 06,Dec,10 01:18

I know it is hard,but try going to church..that will help love is always there
By anonymous at 06,Dec,10 17:51

Fake love, that is.
By anonymous at 07,Dec,10 08:36 Fold Up

Sorry, I'm a Pantheist


By anonymous at 06,Dec,10 05:49

I feel exactly the same way. I swear that I was just about to write a story EXACTLY like yours!! But now i don't have 2- from the chest thightening 2 drunk mom 2 even christmas. I had no idea that anyone else has to deal with my situation.

Oh & i even definitely think "why did i say that... maybe i should have said..."

Cheer up! life sucks but you're not alone
By anonymous at 07,Dec,10 08:37

It's nice to hear that I'm not alone.
But still.
Days go by, and nothing really changes.
I hope some day it will.

Good luck to you.


By peterbee.myopenid.com at 07,Dec,10 22:33

That loneliness can definitely creep up on you, I know the feeling, and it feels even worse when you feel it all the time. I don't know how old you are, but you surely have your life ahead of you. Someone said that you should go to church. You don't need church, you need love, the type of unconditional love offered by Jesus Christ. People will always let you down in one way or another, but Jesus will always love you unconditionally and he wants to know you personally. I know you said that you are a pantheist, but reflect on your life and how it has helped you. You need tons of love, and I myself was changed when I felt this love, and I have gone through the same feelings as you. I care about you and so does God. I'll be praying for you.
By anonymous at 08,Dec,10 14:45

I agree with a lot of things that you said,
but I still don't believe in Jesus and God.

I'm happy to read that you don't have those feelings of loneliness anymore. Nobody deserves that.

And yes, in a way you are right, I still have my life ahead of me. So, who knows, things might change.

Thanks a lot for your reply.
Take care.


By anonymous at 11,Dec,10 00:08

As a random observer and researcher of the topic, I graced this post. I'm 28, and I have a... eh hem.... "fantastic job," an engineering degree, and a salary most would slap me in the face for saying I'm not happy with. But the underlying factor is not the job, career, or placement. It's the mentality of feeling outside of the proverbial box. I've had a great social life since I was a child, but I've never quite felt that anyone really "got" me. I went to church, but I've since denounced it, because I refuse to accept ignorance as a solution to my questions. The reality is that those of us with open minds usually feel alone, although we may not be in the physical sense. I'm a man of science. My questioning generally ostracizes me from the populous norm, but I pay no mind to that. The pursuit of knowledge, happiness, and to be true to thine own self is of the utmost importance. You are not alone. Brilliant minds think alike.
By anonymous at 11,Dec,10 12:27

I'm so happy I came back here and that I got to read your post.

I know what you mean when you felt that nobody 'got' you.
I feel the same way.
People to me come across as superficial most of the time.
And I feel like I can't 'connect' with people.

"The pursuit of knowledge, happiness, and to be true to thine own self is of the utmost importance. "
I couldn't agree with you more. I want to know, I want to see, I want to experience as many things as I can in my life. And it would be nice to have some one to share it with.

I hope that you'll find some one who understands you.
I'm actually quite sure you will. You sound very smart and I think you know what you want in your life.

Take care, stranger.

Your post made me feel a little less alone.
By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 00:13 Fold Up

This guy has it right. I wish everyone in the world was required to read this.


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