LIFE SUCKS

What sucks about life today in my world

I am a working Technical community college student living in my parents guest house at least I was until I got kicked out and had to stay in the larger house that is not well kept and is small and barn like because my brother and his son lost there house because my brother ex-girlfriend ruined his life and tried to kill him and my family he was going to buy the house from refuse to sell it to him because of her. I was suppose to be going to wonderful big time make a lot of money when I get out of it school in state but that all changed when a week after my graduation day my dad told me that he had cancer and that he could no longer go to work and since he previously made too much money for me to get scholarships or be able to apply for financial aid school was a no go and after my gay prom date left me at the dance in the limo I paid for with my own money I also had no friends as well I enrolled at this college that I am currently in and working about 30 hours a week at a store full of snobs.well while doing all of this i found I guy I really like and things are going well until he can't get a job and now he and my father or on disability well I am now failing one of my classes because of my learning disability and now I have my mom yelling that she is going to go down to the college and talk to the teacher like I'm a child that needs taking care off when I do everything in my household except cook and work a 30 hour week and have 4 classes and have my boyfriend that is living with family and now so broke he cant afford his $25 phone bill so he can talk to me and he lives almost an hour away and I cant afford the gas to go and she him and my things are still packed and in boxes hoping that I will be able to move back into my apt/ guest house get away that my brother and his son ruined that I have to remodel now because he let and animal die in there so I am now so sick, so tired and so numb that I just cant do anything but keep moving on cause I don't have any other choice and I'm worth more dead than alive so I've considered ending myself quite a few times but I don't to hurt the people I love
when I play the game of who's life sucks more I win a lot