LIFE SUCKS

a ladder or a hand please

I'm 35. I live in my mother's basement and I drive to work in my Mom's car in the next city to manage people that work from home. My money is abosrbed paying for my children the house they live in. My life was taken from me and the heardest thing I learned through this was to keep loving God. It doesnt sound that bad. Let me start from the beggining. I lived a farily tale love story and was in going on my 10th year of being in a honeymoon. I drove nice cars, ate nice food and had the best job. I came home this year early on valentines day to find my wife with a naked male stripper in our bed. I left then came back on family day, 3 days later to see he was still there. I left to the west coast for a month and came home. She wanted to repair our marriage so i quite my well paying job to work at lower wages. I later found she was entertaining another man for a date. Now here I am while I want my children and my home back while she sleeps in bed with the Strippers bet friend. yeah he's a stripper too and a drug dealer. Just got paid and I'm under. looking forward to bankruptcy I cant pay for. Someone shoot me.