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Posted by anonymous at December 12, 2010
Tags: Attitude  2010 December  Health

Well, it's quite obvious why I'm posting this here. I'm laying on my couch, my cat curled around my feet, at 5AM, terrified of going to sleep. Because that means I'll have to go through that grim and awful moments BEFORE falling asleep, when my breath and pulse become shallow and fast from the fear. The fear of unknown, of the wars, diseases, unemployment, sheer stupidity, of falling out of love with my boyfriend thus making us both miserable... And the worst thing, fear of seeking help. Because it's not common for 21 year old girls with loving parents, friends, good grades and a dedicated boyfriend to feel so damn BAD. I hate it and it's slowly making me hate myself, which only deepens my dread and self-esteem issues.Because, here where I live, seeking help is a sign of weakness, a sign of clear madness and/or attention whoring.

I don't like the world much these days.. by becoming more educated, I hate it more and more. It's so hard to see the good side when you're presented with corruption, malice, ignorance and sheer stupidity every friggin day. I can't take it. It enrages me, I want to rip the world a new one. What is it with the world, with life? What the effing f*ck is so great about life? Why should I celebrate it?!? This rage is a good thing, though, because it's urging me to fight.


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By anonymous at 31,Dec,10 02:10

its never matters what your life is like you feel that way becouse you feel that way wether you have a good life or not.

By anonymous at 31,Dec,10 19:15

Actually you sound like a pretty sound and rational person, its normal to think these things, and feel this way. The only true "happy" people are ignorant people, who don't know what is going on in the world, they are in their own little "bubble" its easy for them to focus on themselves and be selfish and therefore happy. Your thoughts are like mine I thought all the things you just wrote. The world needs more people like you, you care enough to know that something or everything is just "not right" But the only difference is what are we going to do about it? Sometimes the smallest things can make a big difference in the world.

By anonymous at 31,Dec,10 19:32

Gandhi said be the change you want to see in the world.

By anonymous at 01,Jan,11 06:14

I spose being depressed about it wont help it, just like crying over a situation wont help, even though you still may cry, you just wipe your tears away and get up and be strong. I spose if you were living in a really bad poverity place and no food, no shelter, no money, no family and looking after sibilings that are less than half your age is quite bad and i know poverity cant change but i think thats whats bad in the world. Have fun and DONT WORRY. ( from anonymous 1 )

If you dont like whats happening in the world crying wont help. You've obviously got the support to really change something. STOP CRYING and do something positive join a charity that mite make u feel lyk ur doing something to help balance it out. The good and bad I mean.

Be grateful 4 wat u hav and good luck :)
( from anonymous 2 )

By anonymous at 01,Jan,11 10:46

Fear and rage solve nothing. Last summer I went backpacking in the High Sierras, alone, to find some nice mountain peaks to climb. I brought my pet rattlesnake along with me because I did not want to leave her alone for two weeks while she was pregnant. (reptile lovers will understand this) While in the mountains, I can temporarily forget the problems of the world. I found myself on a mountain pass during a violent thunderstorm and hailstorm and had no fear, only the motivation to move downhill to a safer location as soon as possible as lightning bolts slammed down around me. I did climb Mt. Banner and Mt. Lyell and the pass where I encountered the storm was Donahue Pass. So quit worrying about things you have no control over. Do not tell me about your petty little fears, find a way to get past them. Learn how to be tough.

By cheap oem software at 12,Feb,12 04:55

SNEf1y Thanks:) Cool topic, write more often! You manage with it perfctly:D

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