so im 14 years old and yeah my life sucks most of you will say that life is just begining but i just dont see how its going to get any better for me. it used to be good a long time ago back when i actually had some self esteem and people did not think i was a total faggot. i used to actually be "popular" and people actually liked me for who i was untill all my friends started to hate me because of some stupid rumour now im just that faggot whos always there. I had to switch schools because i moved to a different part of the city right when i really started to like this girl and she liked me too and i spent a year of my life regretting ever leaving her so i decide to come back to my old school. since i live so far from it i wake up 6:00 AM everymorning walk to my bus in the fucking cold and sit on a seat for an hour and 30 mintues just for her every morning and afternoon. After doing all this for her it turns out after a few days she doenst even want to be friends with me anymore. im socially awkward i have no one to talk to about this, people often make jokes about me which i dont really give a fuck about because im used to it. My family cant really afford half of the things people in my school have people are always saying how good life is but they are usually the people with friends and money which i dont really have any of. right now i guess ill just pass school and go to university eventually and get a job but i dont really get the point in all of that its just work after work after untill i die. i cant even be open with my religeon because im a muslim and at my school most people hate muslims because of those peices of shits who fucked everything for my religeon everyones gets respect in some sort of way exept for me why the fuck do people think that just because some other muslims do this shit that they all do it, like people who do that shit arnt even muslim if you dumbasses ever even figured shit out about islam you would know that. fuck all you assholes who are going to talk shit to me and to all those who give a shit thanks for reading my winy bitching letter. im gunna just live my life wether it gets bad or worse fuck all you haters i'll do whatever he fuck i want assholes. | |
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