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What is the point

Posted by anonymous at December 17, 2010
Tags: Attitude  2010 December  Loneliness

Ive always been afraid, or feel anxious around other people, especially women, Im akward in everything I do, I tried so hard to do what people think was right but ive noticed you cant ever be right doing that. Not complaining about lovelife, I havent had a girlfriend I was ever attracted to and wouldnt mind being a vigin again to be honest. I never leave the house, trapped in my room, on this damn computer, I feel inhuman, I cant relax or find peace. I watched almost every youtube on that subject, and THAT addiction built up this strong belief in me, as deep down as I can go at the moment, with a feeling there isnt a point in life, it's all hearsay, I havent heard one honest truth worth keeping in my heart. I look at people, as if I see them watching me, keeping their comments hidden, Im sure they would benefit my perspective. I get into trouble everywhere I turn, I have no job, absolutely noone would hire me, my last job was such a nightmare I lasted a week. I don't know how to be myself, or even see others, I'm sure this is all a dream, nothing feels real except for what I see and its such a warped negative this point in my life, my dream is to just find the cheapest place I can live, and just be alone. Therapy hasnt worked its all bullshit brainwashing I'm sure. I dont enjoy anything..Videogames are the only thing I waste what little money I have on, and im not going to go into the negativity i bring into that. I would kill myself, just to see what happens next, cant be worse this, thankfully I found out religions bullshit too, so there cant really be a hell, right? or is this it?


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By anonymous at 04,Jan,11 20:15

You seriously need to get out more, dude! It is early winter, take up rock climbing, no, ice climbing. It is an awesome sport. Try cross country skiing. Just get out and have some fun. For fun, I go snow camping. You have not lived until you build your own igloo and stay in it for a week. It totally rocks!

By anonymous at 05,Jan,11 13:36

rock climbing really is bad ass especially bouldering and there always seems to be plenty of cute girls at my rock gym

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