LIFE SUCKS

Alone

Im not English so please forgive me for my grammar. Im a 16 year old boy. My parents and I had to move from Hungary to London 10 months ago because of financial problems. I had to leave all my friends and family. Since that I got in to a pretty good school. Sometimes I go to work to get some money for my parents. In school I dont have friends because Im the only male in the class. In the school most of the people are black and to be honest they dont really like the depressed white boy who always sits alone in the corner of the canteen. My old friends forgot me and they dont really care about how alone I feel so I lost the connection with them. All I have are my parents who I dont fell comfortable to tell how I feel. All day Im sitting in front of my monitor checking websites about sadness and listening the sound of silence. I dont want to be that kind of man who sits home alone, but I feel trapped and worthless. I pray almost every night for some help for my parents but it looks that God doesnt love me. Please tell me if it's me who cant fit into this world, or my life really sucks? please leave comments even if they are bad.