LIFE SUCKS

i feel ur pain. my dad left my mom a little less than a year ago for some woman from florida. they just got divorced in october. all he wanted from the house were a couple of sports pictures that weren't all his. no family photos or anything. my mom has been a wreck because of this. (especially since he was cheating on her with this florida woman for awhile now, oh, and i live in Massachusetts) All the while he was cheating on her with this woman he was saying how we were short on money. my mom keeps finding all these things he's bought this woman too and everything. im sure shes feeling just as bad as you are even if she wont admit it at times. however, u will start to feel better. it will take time, but i know. my mom is starting to get better. shes taken up some part time jobs and has been asked to stay at one of them. anyways, i hope u feel better soon, good luck

Life sucks, but the alternative sucks more.

We all, everyone has had problems, screwed up parents, ass hole friends, life just sucks ... but it will get better some day some way.

I thought my life sucked completely. A boy, overweight, short, no friends. Bullied daily at school. I thought in high school it would get better but in PE having to shower with other boys I found out that my penis was extremely small, that 14 year old boys had hair on their bodies, (I didn't).

Three boys raped me. I didn't like getting raped, but I liked the attention that wasn't just beating me up, so I continued having sex with boys, lots of boys, not realizing till I had a reputation as the high school queer, that they were just using me, and by that time it was too late, now even the girls bullied me.

I had no friends, and the only kids who would talk to me were boys if I had sex with them .... so I had sex with more boys.

Finally out of high school, I thought life would be better, I joined the military, and was found out that I had sex with boys and blackmailed for more sex. All my life even though I started dating girls, someone would find out who I was, and that I had sex with guys, and blackmail me for sex, that would get seen by the girl I was with. I was about to chew on the barrel of a gun.

Then I met a really nice lady, we got married, and I became a father .... that was the single best moment of my life, and worth all the crap that had happened before.

Now 60, divorced long ago, I have accepted that while I like women, that with my small penis I am best suited to have sex with men, and accepting that am again basically happy. Sure I could be happier, I could be rich, or have a regular male lover .... but I am satisfied with an occasional bathroom suck, or back alley screw .... and glad I didn't decide to eat a bullet back when I was 28.

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