My gf and I have been dating for 6 months now, I'm 15 and she turned 13 just recently. She was all I ever wanted. A beautiful girl, amazing personality, in general I am so in love with her and she is also with me. But now we've been arguing alittle more and we're having a break right now. I don't know what to do, she's all I have left. My parents disowned me, my aunt and uncle are getting a divorce, my sister is dying, I lost my grandparents to diabetes and alcohol, everybody hates me, nobody loves me. I'm just a deficit, but she's the only one who loves me and can put up with all my emo crap. She's my only lifeline in this world, hope we don't break up because if we do...then my cutting sessions will continue. Fuck my life, sometimes I wonder why I haven't killed myself yet. I get notes from people at school, they say "emo fag" "go kill yourself" and etc. Hell, even my gf is starting to doubt that I really love her...it hurts so fucking bad it's like having a butcher knife covered in barbed wire thrusted into my heart for endless times...Fuck my life...I can't play this game anymore, I hope I die soon...if nobody does it for me I'll do it myself. | |
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