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It's a pile of shit that keeps inviting heaps of more shit.

Posted by anonymous at January 23, 2011
Tags: Family  2011 January  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Relationship

Let's start out. When i was 8 my mother went nuts and has been on pluto since then. I grew up being artsy fartsy and everyone telling me to conform. My parents divorced when I was 11. I turned into a thief, conman and drug addict and habitual bad student from then on. I've dreamed about running away or killing myself or some other form of suicide like a sex change. I cheated on my girlfriend all through high school. I have had stds. I dropped out of high school. I dropped out of college. I dropped out of the Army. I knocked a dumb lsd slinging flakey hippy dip shit up 3 times! I married her stupid ass. I went straight and became an at home father with small side handyman work here and there. She made the bacon and was in business management. After 10 years she gets popped for embezzlement. She leaves me because I can't pick up the ball she dropped and complains we will always be poor. I have paid off 60K in credit card debt of hers in full twice and the third time I said hell no. We were screwed over and out of 25K from a real estate deal gone bad. I am now divorced. I do not see my kids. I live 3000 miles away from them. I live with my father who is a complete asshole. I am 32 and I have a high school diploma, no savings, no health insurance, no life insurance and no job. Trashed credit. I can't even open a checking account because my ex fucked that all up. I can't even buy my own clothes. I am in arrears of $2000 in child support. I ran out of gas the other day driving to a job interview because I didn't have enough money to get there. When I finally got there it was a joke and too good to be true. I met a girl who seemed cool, but her crazy side came out with the anxiety attacks and her meds. I haven't had sex with or even kissed a girl in over 2 years. Oh i suffer from alopecia areata and and my head looks like a soccer ball baldy fuck head. I have become an alcoholic in the past year. I have no hope. No dreams. And no more goals. All I want to do is drive off a cliff or cut the wheel sharp into a truck at 85 mph. There are no simple solutions. There is just struggle, struggle ahead of me while I think of my ex and kids I cannot even enjoy but I am destined to a life of servitude to, because I couldn't keep my dick in my pants and not make 3 kids and not marry a stupid fucking traitor bitch. I feel I am now expected to live to serve others when I can't even take care of myself.

Fuck this world.

Makes me want to just pick a direction and start walking. Either into a bus or to a far off distant land and change my name and learn a new language and forget myself.


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By anonymous at 20,Feb,11 15:51

That's a 5 star life sucks I'm impressed..

By anonymous at 20,Feb,11 19:04

Thats not that bad, hell I been married twice, guess I just couldn't learn. Now I am 59, bad health, no job in 2.5 years, the state says I am too disabled to work, Depression disorder, and got denied help, all because I have a Haarley, cant afford to run an add to sell it, cant even sell my life insurance as I am not old enough and I am not dieing YET, but its close.

By anonymous at 21,Feb,11 01:20

You should kill your self, I would

By anonymous at 10,Mar,11 15:37

Seriously someone feels sorry for themselves. Wishing you didn't have those kids and marry the stupid fucking traitor bitch - gosh you just sound lovely.

Stop moaning you pussy and get your priotities sorted out. Maybe thinking about someone other than yourself for a change might help. The world doesn't owe you anything - you are where you are because of the choices you made.

Hint.........Make some better ones

By anonymous at 10,Apr,11 12:30

I would change my name and start over. You don't need anyone in this world. Your other option is to forgive your mistakes, or what you see as mistakes, and forgive your ex-wife.

By anonymous at 22,Apr,11 19:38

It all sound bad but you are reaching out because there are some good in you do not give up life is special we all fall just crawl and get up slow foind some one that you can talk to that will listen and not judge

By anonymous at 14,May,12 07:08

man i know how u feel ,but like always u just got 2 pick urself up ,dust down and get on wiv it ,nobody gives a fuck anyway ,so why should u !! as 4 the kids they got a right 2 know u and make up their own minds ,im in nearly exact life as urs but i dont give up because of them ,they didnt ask 2 b brought in 2 this world ,just like ive never asked 4 the shit ive been delt !!!! i wish i wasnt here alot but im not willing 2 take the easy way out !!!!!!!!!!!!!
By at 14,May,12 07:09

maybe if u read this we can have a chat !!!

By anonymous at 16,Jan,13 01:59


By anonymous at 06,Jun,13 22:40

I have huntingtons, and ibs, and I am very depressed.
why can't I be on another planet.
I went to four doctors and no one can't help me.
I am an artist and can't apint

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