my bad luck started happening about a year ago. I had my wonderfull boyfriend who loved me so much, and a month later I dumped him for this one guy, because i never saw my boyfriend and he rarely talked to me. so i left him for my best friend who i was in love with from the first time i saw him. we dated for about 3 months and i was sure he was the one. then his cousin who liked me went on his facebook account and dumped me and told me that he cheated. I wouldnt of cared if he cheated or not, cause i cheated on him once and he forgave me. the next time i talked to him he said it was all a lie and that was his cousin that said that.but i didnt belive him. then he dissaperd and i havent talked to him since.
After that i went therw 3 or 4 other guys which failed.I want my ex back but I never see him and last I herd he had a new girl and they were planing on getting married. :(. I thought I wouldnt miss him after 6-9 months, but its been allmost a year now and i still cry myself to sleep missing him more and more. and now i remeber this one guy i met when i was with the 2nd guy and i loved him more then anyone, but he killed himself because he couldn't stand to see me with any other guy besides him, (i know this cause i read his sucide note.
Now i got a new guy that loves me, but i still miss my first one and the dead one, and no one likes me anymore cause a long time ago when i cheated. | |
cheerz...!
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