Here I am, forty something, second marriage, two kids. (the only good thing about my life is my two boys, 9 and 13)
My hubby refuses to have sex with me, refuses to get operation so he can have sex again, but yet he cybers with other women.
He insists that I stay home, then bitches because I can't seem to do it all and help support the family financially.
He clutters the house and yard, then bitches about it.
I cannot shop for my own groceries, yet he goes to the grocery store everyday buying things no one will eat but him.
Our well, is not that great, I can't do laundry at home, and then I have to wait on him to give me money to do the laundry, but he never gives me enough for the supplies, gas, and actually doing the laundry, so I have started "stealing" from his wallet so I have enough. He waits until we have no clothes left to wear and the laundry is spilling over, so he can bitch about it.
He came home today due to a delay, and started taking over what I was doing, then started bitching.
I asked Why did you come home, just to bitch? and he said I came home to do whatever the fuck I wanted to do.
I am so sick of this life of mine, everyone bitches at me, hates me.
I feel like the only reason I am here is to clean and be a maid. And they do everything in thier power to make it impossible to even be good at that.
room almost clean, great lets invite someone over so we have to pile it all in the closet again!
I wish I could get a job and leave and still have my boys with me. | |