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30 odd and hating it

Posted by anonymous at February 15, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 February  Relationship

After a trialing childhood which contained a lot of bullying I eventually grew into an adult and ready to face the world. I was already a highly emotional individual and my defense shield was already firmly in place against society and its commoners before I got to university.

That's where I met my wife, which I settled on due to our highly emotional connection we both shared (the connection being we were both highly emotional due to our rough younger years) and have been together for over ten years now. Recently our son arrived and although it has caused a phenomenal amount of stress on our relationship, the signs of displeasure were already there before and our son has only compounded the situation.

I feel like I am constantly tip toeing around her emotional personality and I have come to conclude that we may not be the best match. I have unfortunately come to this conclusion after the baby came along which has now left me in a mind torturing situation that I can not get out of.

You see I am still committed to bringing up our child in a loving and stable household so I will never leave my wife now that he is here on earth. So I am now trapped in my insufferable mental state of disillusion, regret and pain. All this while putting on a 24/7 act of being a happy husband and father.

Not quite a life sentence, but I will be old and useless by the time I can escape this. There is so much more to this story, but I believe the summary is accurate. So all I can say is that life sucks.


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