Ever since I was young, I had always had this common perception that life was wonderful and caring, until I was 9 years old. My parents got divorced because my dad was having an affair with my mom's best friend. I got thrown into the middle of the shit. Had to put up with all their arguing and fighting. I seriously was about to bash both their heads together and tell them to shut the fuck up. Fast forward ten years later. Now I'm in college and life sucks. Simply put. I study all the time, get bad grades despite all that studying, and I feel like the whole world is conspiring against me. Let me tell you now: LIFE IS ONE BIG FUCKING DEPRESSION. Everything on this Earth of ours wants to fuck you and leave for dead. They don't care about your needs or feelings. They don't care about how it will affect your relationships with other people. They just want you to be miserable. We all this common perception that if we work hard, we'll be rewarded one day with a good job, nice home, an attractive spouse. It's one big lie. The only people who get to be happy are the ones who are CHOSEN to be happy. The ones where everything works out for them. Unfortunately, I'm not one of them. Even though I ask for so little in this world, I still get fucked in every direction. If had the power, I would leave this fucking planet and create a world free of all the assholes, motherfuckers, bitches, pussies, problems, and chaos. A place where I have control because frankly I don't like I have any, at least not in this world. To everyone else whose life sucks, our lives suck because they were chosen to suck, not because we deliberately made choices that made our lives suck. | |