UUUUUGH!!!!!!! im a 15 year old girl freshman, and am currently PISSED AT THE WORLD!!! i dont know why im feeling so emotional all of the sudden (its probably cause im getting near that time of the month) but i just cant take it anymore! i feel like im constantly trying to "Make" myself happy and i struggle to not be sad all the time... and im currently feeling really fat (event though i just recently lost 20 punds) ive never had a boyfreind or been kissed and i feel like i never get out of the house, because none of my "freinds" want to hang out with me and i dont have a car. being 15 sucks presidential cock and im just so damn ready to be done with all the bullshit that is highschool! i honestly just feel like giving life the finger m!n) (thats the middle finger) im tired of all the fake assyness of people, like in school everyone has a "reputation" to uplhold and and everyone judges you like its their fucking job! i mean honestly FUCK EVERYONE!! highschool is over rated, hell LIFE is over rated! im tired of adults preasuring me to get good grades and stay sex free and sober. and yet were constantly reminded how short life is. i say fuck it! screw around in school, get high, and have a LOT of sex while your young, and if it kills me before i reach my 80's, so fucking be it! who the hell wants to live to be 100 anyways?! and as for sin...FUCK SIN IMA DO WHAT I WANT BITCH!