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Posted by noname99.myopenid.com at February 26, 2011
Tags: 2011 February  Job  Loneliness  Relationship

Iam a 53 year old women,divorced and never had any children. I've made one mistake after another to get me to this point. I am in a job that brings me no joy and I go home every night to an empty house. I live paycheck to paycheck and though I have been in the same job for over twenty years, I make less money in 2011 then I did in 2002. I have family, but get very little, if any emotional support from them and have few friends. On my days off, lately I just spend the time in bed. I was married for 15 years, unhappily, and wanted to believe by divorcing I would find the love of my life. Instead I have found noone and lost myself in the process. Married men hit on me and at a vunerable time I got involved with someone. I fell in love with him, he left his wife, but not for me. He left for the other person he was cheating with and is now married to her. I have gotten to a point in my life, where there is truly no joy. I can't imagine living my life like this for another 10 years. It's been over 10 years since my divorce and never did I think I would still be alone. I feel like just a shell of a person, going through the motions of life. I realize there are alot of people who's lifes have been much tougher, yet I can't shake this loniness and being so empty. I cry daily because I feel as if I've got nothing. Maybe being so public with my emotions will lead me to a road of healing.


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By anonymous at 16,Mar,11 00:28

nice u left him.u should not wait for anyone but enjoy ur own life.no one is happy in their married life,its a pain


By anonymous at 16,Mar,11 15:56

Maybe you can find a job that involves with children.


By anonymous at 16,Mar,11 23:48

I'm single but probably too young for you.


By anonymous at 17,Mar,11 16:34

If you have time outside of work I would suggest going and doing some volunteer work. I bet working with people less fortunate than yourself and feeling like you are giving something back would do a lot for your outlook. And it is something that you can just go do, you don't have to feel up for it or positive or whatever, just get in your car and drive to the soup kitchen or some such place and help out. I bet you will be glad you did and who knows maybe you will meet someone there. Don't quit, try the next step.


By anonymous at 18,Mar,11 08:09

So, you are lonely and seek out married men in order to break up other women's marriages. Home wrecker.
You probably believed at the crap the feminists tried to push off on you.
The dirty secret of feminists if that they have some third world chick named "Consuelo" raising their kids for them and doing their housework for them (and sexually servicing their husband for them).
When chicks turn 40, no dude, except for some horny teenager wants anything to do with them.
When guys get over 40, lots of young girls hit on them, I don't know why, some sort of father figure or something.

My advice: when you find yourself falling deeper into a bottomless pit, quit digging deeper!


By anonymous at 19,Mar,11 22:06

My prayers are with you. I hope you find peace.


By at 22,Mar,11 09:12

well sometimes it is better to be alone then to sit watching youself get hurt and not doing anything about it. This is how i feel always and im still very young....i would actually rather be alone because broken things like me are better alone


By anonymous at 26,Mar,11 17:31

relationships do not make you whole and sometimes you can feel even more lonely in a bad one. Find yourself and love yourself first¸, good things will come. it will just take some work and the belief that it will happen. but you also still have to be ok if it doesn`t . there are less fortunate people turn your focus to help them and inturn you will help yourself. i wish you strength and perseverence


By anonymous at 03,May,11 00:43

I could have written your post except I have not been with a married man, hell, I have not been with a man at all! I feel that lonely feeling right along with you and hope by now things took a turn for the better.


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