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My life sucks

Posted by RP at December 21, 2009
Tags: Attitude  Independent circumstances  December 2009  Philosophical

In highschool I really had no life because my grandmother had me working. After highschool, I tried to find myself by trying other things like music. People talked me out of that, so I joined the Army thinking I can have a nice career. But after 14 years in the Army I just realized that I still have no life at all. I deploy every other year. Even when i'm home I were always training and I work long hours. The weekends i'm so tired I don't feel like doing anything else. Yea, I have a nice truck, motorcycle, nice house. But since I deploy a lot I can't drive my truck, motorcycle. And when I bought my house the Army moved me to another state. So there is someone else living in my house. What sucks is I can't get out of the Army because I am on Indef status. That means I have 8 years before I retire. And when I retire I will be too old to enjoy anything. I should just end it all and save myself the damn stress and heartache that keeps comming my way. My life is basically over anyway.


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By anonymous at 21,Dec,09 15:54

First of all, when people talked you out of doing Music after school, NEVER let people talk down on your interest. if Music was something you wanted to do, you should have done it. You are the one that lives your life. you have your hobbies and desires and people have theirs. So NEVER EVER let people tell you what you can and can't do or do or shouldnt do. Make your own decisions for yourself next time.

And Congratulate yourself on being in the army for so long. Anyone who joins any branch of the military are selfless and VERY brave people and I applaud you deeply for doing your service.

YOu have eight more years and then you will complete your time. Look forward to that. It is never too late to start enjoying life. if Music is something you want to do then go after it, do it! do some research, see if you can hire teachers to teach you. Go to college, isnt the army suppose to pay college for you anyway? at least thats what i heard when i was in ROTC in high school.

Look at it this way, when you get out of the army, what do you plan to do with the REST of your life after that? just call it quits and wait to die? i'm not sure how old you are but you sound pretty young. Use the rest of those years and do what you REALLY want to do with it.

By anonymous at 23,Dec,09 01:41

You really need to stop being such a cry baby honestly. You are an American hero that has the respect and is honored by every grateful citizen, including myself, in this country. Your life has become what it has because of your decisions, not the decisions of others. Never let other people talk you out of things or make choices for you because when it comes down to it, YOU are the one that has to live with it. As for the Army, you're gonna have to suck it up for 8 more years. You will more than likely receive an incredible retirement for serving the country for so long, and when that happens, you'll be able to do whatever you want. My suggestion is to just retire on a beach somewhere and meet a beautiful lady, or man if you're a female. And the truck, house and bike, well that's just stuff it shouldn't stress you out as much as it does.

By anonymous at 06,Feb,10 18:50

lol americans sticking up for the army, fighting to protect rich peoples money. thats funny. she is being used to make people rich. nothing more nothing less. there is no war..are you people serious. she gets paid to risk her life to like she says not even enjoy it. and they even force her to stay. thats a real fucking free country. makes me fucking sick.

By anonymous at 14,Mar,10 23:29

hey you can suck my balls America rocks. you're probably a dirty nigger.

and RP you shouldn't have signed on for so long buddy.

By anonymous at 10,Apr,10 06:59

Dude just become overweight if u want out of the military but 8 years is not that far off and staying home gets boring too your just thinking negative about your situation

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