My story may not be as bad or good as some here but i just need a place to vent. I am a 26 year old single male. I am unemployed, i quit my last job because the managers were pricks and the pay wasnt good anyway. I am the oldest of 6. My father died when i was in primary school. My mother is the one taking care of us till today. She has debts of biblical proportions, i dont mind sharing the burden of paying, problem is my salary is never enough, the search continues. The only real relationship i had was with someone elses girlfriend, she kept saying she wanted me yet ended up marrying her boyfriend. Even then she continued to see me, that is until her husband found out and brought an axe to my house. Im still alive. This happened when i was 24. Now im single. It is really hard forgetting someone even though it was based on a lie. I keep thinking of ending my life, i dont see any reason to live. I dont have a lot of friends. I thought i did. One by one none of them even look at me anymore. They didnt even invite me to their freaking wedding? And both bride and groom are from the same course in uni with me. Wth. You cant even invite me on facebook dude? I feel alone. Maybe if i had money life wouldnt be like this. Im just depressed now. No money, no girlfriend, i simply dont care anymore if i die.. When i was a kid i used to pray that i would live a long life and all that.. Now i dont care.. Probably will die young like my father. | |
I'll just lie here and wait for my body to die.
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