LIFE SUCKS

i dont think im praying right

i am a 33 yr old recovering drug addict, i came back into my kids lives after 5 years of absence, moved them in with me and my boyfriend, the boyfriend turned out to be a jerk, threw us out, had to move back in with my parents, i have no job, my kids hate me and tell me everyday because i was gone for so long, 2 out of 3 are failing school and dont care, i got pulled over twice in one week and my drivers license is suspended cuz i paid my child support 2 days late. now i am in fear every time i drive. plus my sis and her bf and son have to move into my parents house with us because they were evicted,, they will be here on friday. fml.