LIFE SUCKS

Growing up can suck a bit, but once you get past 18 (I'm in the UK I don't know what the age rules are from you) you can earn money, dictate your own life. I presume there is alot more to your story, but try and avoid boyfriends until your older. I had a bit of a rubbish child hood, but you will get the chance to change things around. I had the best year of my life when I was 22, hang in there. Enjoy being young.

I say the last comment, having thought about topping myself when I was 18, but then I would of never known what happiness was even if it was brief. At the time I thought shit I might have not been here for this.

Everything about your life is temporary right now, it's just hard to see it. Stuff that is a huge deal at 14 likely won't matter at all to you in a few years. You're young enough to completely recreate yourself if you want, maybe take some time to make a couple long term goals you'd like to achieve and plan how to get there. Working towards something better can help take your mind off a crappy situation now. I understand it's hard, and you're probably justified in being frustrated, but just know it can get much better for you. It's much too early to be giving up yet.

I feel the only solution is death. Tie a sheet to something and kick over the chair. It's what I'm gonna do soon.

Well, you know, I'm sort of going through what you're going through too. I'm also 14, diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome, but the life's a wreck. Betrayed by my best friend, he posted bad shit about me on his blog and on Facebook. He revealed all my secrets, from my crush to some pretty bad lies about me being a pervert, when he's one himself. Now my crush avoids me like hell, and everyone hates me because I'm an ugly weirdo liking a girl. And they think I only want sex, since everyone here is sexist, and they wanna get girls just for their sexual needs.