well it all started in 6th grade. i was the biggest outcast anyone could ever be. i only had 2 guy friends, and the girls wouldn't pay me any mind if i was bleeeding to death on the school hallway. this continued all the way through high school, where i was probably the only guy that couldn't get a prom date. i truly was the big mother fucking train that couldn't. hell, i even had to ask my fucking teachers to help me find someone to do class work with, because everyone always had one (aka friends). i was a total waste of space. now, i still feel the same way. i see no hope in me, no future worth living for. still feel like a total waste of everybody's time. i also have dreams i probably will never make a reality. i should have pulled the fucking trigger years ago. maybe it's not too late... | |
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