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Posted by Du Ma at March 27, 2011
Tags: Independent circumstances  Environment  2011 March

My fucking life has been inbalanced ever since I was a toddler. My mom left me after a few years she brought me into this world and dad wasn't really around for most of my childhood to teenage life.

I fled Vietnam with my aunt when I was 5 years old. I arrived in America in 1986. From then, I was pretty much living with different relatives every few years. My relatives welcomed me to their home but I never felt that equality in their homes.

With lack of love and attention from my family I begin to lose my direction in life. I begin to hang around with the wrong crowds and begin to commit crimes in my early teens. Robbery , bugulary , battery , shooting, selling drugs ... I've done it before I even turned 18. I did what it took to provide and proof myself to friends and the streets.

After I did some jail for a crime I got caught up with. I then realized that I was going no where and had nobody.. no strong support and I was especially sick with the life I was living. I always felt angry no matter when, where or who I was surrounded by.

I met my girlfriend , now wife at the age of 18. With her encouragements, I Then begin to self rehabilitate myself and got a legitimate job. I did my best to do right but for some reason I would always be surrounded by negative people. Even my wife's family was ghetto. I always felt that negative energy... I always surrounded by drug dealers and dope-fen. Almost all of the people I knew then used drugs... so many that I thought the whole world used it but me. I was hard to change when you are constantly surrounded by all the negativities.

Years later, I managed to established a business and bought a few real estates . I made a significant amount of money off of real estate. But After many years of building my business things went bad by due to the economic downturn.

With all the shit that I've gone thru... doing bad or good. It always seem to me that good is never on my side. Not to mention most of my relatives are bunch of fakes hatin' ass bitches.

I can't really say life sucks ... 'cause I have a great wife and three beautiful kids.



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By anonymous at 06,Apr,11 00:50

You managed to pull yourself out of a life of crime...that's what's most important...


By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 07:08

I could relate man. Seems like it was just yesterday when mom and I left the killing fields. In and out of prison. As a Khmer, hang in there man. I'm still stuck in the ghettos of long beach, and may face deportation soon.


By anonymous at 18,Apr,11 13:31

well... i think we should just all stop bitching about our lives and actually get up and do something about it .. if you actually try ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY just remember that... and NEVER forget it.. times will be hard.. but i promise things will get better once you realize you won't need pointless drama...
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Do you really think it is that easy. Because if it was I think the people here telling their stories would just do as you say. Maybe you should show alittle empathy.


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