I am a 25 year old woman whose life has been chosen for me from the day I was born. I was a really bright little girl growing up. Unfortunately my father was 73 years old when I was born and my mother was around 50 something, they were both from over seas with close minded brains. I was the last child of 11 children. SO in school I was at middle school reading levels when I was only in the first grade, but my parents didnt understand or for that matter didnt care, if I needed school supplies they would never get them for me and I would get lend me down clothes to wear... Besides my dad was an alcoholic who abused my mother and had several affairs with random women, my mom couldnt do anything she had no education, no job, no car, no family to support her. When I was 8 years old I was not allowed to play outside anymore because my mom had to prepare me for marriage so I had to learn how to cook full course meals and clean and do all the responsibilities a grown women has to do. So as I was growing up I struggled with school because I was so tired of working all day and night preparing to be a good wife ... When I was 12 I had a crush on someone and he did too we were talking and sending letters to each other until my family found out when I was 14 yrs. old and what I did was so wrong to my family so my brothers beat me half to death and arranged an engagment with someone I barely knew I got married to him at 16yrs of age, I was beaten by him he neglected me, he would get me pregnant than make me abort it , I have had 3 painful abortions because of him he stabbed me and I try to get help from my family they say I have to stay married regaurdless of what happens, I have a 4 yr old and I am pregnant now because his family wondered why we dont have children after 9 years of marriage, I love my son he is the best thing that has ever happened to me I just dont want him to go through not one bit that I have been through... My husband had to take anger management classes after the stabbing, and he is better now not saying I forgive him and I love him, I am just glad he isnt abusing me as bad as before I am in college in the nursing program as soon as I complete this degree I am leaving for good from my family , and him, I really dont have friends , I am alone .... I am sad .... I am angry.... but all these feelings make me stronger everytime I look into my baby boys eyes........ wish me luck :) | |
TO SEEK A FULL ESCAPE IMMEDIATELY AND WITH MAKING SURE YOUR CHILD IS SAFE, SEEING AS HE MAY BE THE LEVERAGE WHICH BINDS YOU, SEEK WITNESS PROTECTION. IF YOU LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN, GO TO THE NEAREST METROPOLIS IN CASE YOUR HUSBAND OR FATHER'S FAMILY HAS CORRUPTED YOUR LOCAL OFFICIALS. BECAUSE THIS SOUNDS LIKE AN ISSUE IN YOUR FATHERS FAMILY, WHICH YOUR HUSBAND IS A PART OF, AND IF YOU HAVE NO SAFE HAVEN WITH THEM OR YOUR HUSBAND AND YOUR FORCED TO STAY AROUND IN FEAR BECAUSE OF YOUR CHILD. NOW'S THE TIME TO CONSIDER VISITING YOUR MOTHER'S NATIVE LAND AND FINDING YOUR FAMILY. MOST IMPORTANTLY, SINCE YOU'VE POSTED THE SITUATION ERASE YOUR BROWSER HISTORY EVERY TIME YOU REVIEW THESE COMMENTS
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