It makes me tired when my life is a struggle. I savor any short moments that I feel joy. I am at a bad place financially. I work 60 hours each week to keep the debt collectors from calling. Not much of a personal life because I work long hours, often tired, and there are chores to catch up on when I have a day off. My car needs repaired. I have been getting rides off of coworkers and giving them gas money. I feel like a loser because I'm almost 50 and depending on others to get me to work. But I am feeling love and appreciation to those who help me out. I can't get a car payment for a new car because my credit is bad, which is embarrassing. I took a loan from my retirement to fix my car, which has a milage of over 100,000 miles. No idea how much it will cost until a mechanic looks at it.....could be a few hundred or a couple thousand. I am waiting for the loan money as I keep asking for help from others....and I don't have it all together financially at almost 50 years old. If I got sick and went into the hospital I would lose my apartment. Thank you God that I am still healthy. | |
and lots of people are not in great financial shape..it is hard to be rich in a country where you spend every dime you make to survive...i feel good about your chances of things turning around for you very soon!!
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