LIFE SUCKS

Fucked up life anyone could have asked for.

Ok so I never told this to anyone but I don't know why I am writing this here. So I am 24years old male and came to Canada like 2 years back for doing my diploma. The fact remains I was so excited and I knew I would do well but somewhere life took a big U turn which got me nowhere but deep down the shit hole. So still 2 years into it I have not finished my diploma. Been failing classes like anything and its been almost 2 and half year still haven't gone through. My all friends who where with me went ahead in their life and are currently doing good but I am stuck where I am and can't find a way. Top of all my family is so strict so I had to tell them lie about these all stuff. The current situation in my life right now is I need to pay my fees but I don't have money to do it so that I can complete my shit education. Can't tell parents or else they would kill me. Friends have gone ahead in their life so basically no one is there in my life and I am left all alone and thinking that I should go ahead and kill myself. Been thinking of suicide but let's see what happens. Read a lot of stories on this site but let me tell you people if you read mine I guarantee you that your life is far better than what I am living right now. Thought of doing something with it but ended up making my life shit.