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God, if your there, please help me find my way

Posted by anonymous at May 21, 2011
Tags: Anxiety  Attitude  2011 May

Im a 22 year old male, i come from a poor background and was brought uo being told not what i can achieve but what will happen if i dont achieve, it was really driven into me. My father (in his mind) had a bad life and so he took it out on me, ive been a victim of attack and verbal abuse for very little in terms of reason and sometimes no reason at all.

Im suffer chronic anxiety & depression, speech disorder and im pretty sure i have some kind of mild learning difficulty, i have to read or hear things twice before it makes sence, i hence lack the basic skills to become employed and make something of my life, the pressure is too much because i know if i dont make something of my life we will all be struggling to get by, its all really taken its toll on me, im 22 but if you were to look at me you'd think i was almost certainly 29+, i have grey hairs and my hair literally falling out due to the stress, i dont sleep well and hardly ever go out. I have very very little in terms of friends, im very quite and hardly smile (never laugh), ive never had anything close to a girlfriend.

I have thought about taking my life several times, i have nothng to look forward to and if it wasnt for my mothers presence and her hope for me to do well in my life i believe i may have taken it. Life sucks, and sucks even more when i see how easy its been for others that have been born with a golden spoon in mouth and clearly dont deserve it.


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By anonymous at 01,Jun,11 22:43

I feel ya man
By anonymous at 23,Jun,13 22:51

ditto


By anonymous at 05,Jun,11 01:15

You can't go around in life complaining about how people have it better and don't deserve it. That's just how it is, and nobody has/should have the power to change that.
Go do something about your own life.


By anonymous at 11,Jun,11 16:38

I understand where you're coming from. But try looking beyond comparing your life to another. Make your own life out of what you have. I know life could be mostly depressing. But because you make it to be. Most important thing to remember is, nothing comes at you for free. The people that are successful and happy is because they struggled to make it that way. Make an effort to improve your quality of life.

Also, I recommend you listen to music. It helps me a lot when I feel down. I recommend bands or artist such as; Interpol, Jimi Hendrix, The Strokes, Deltron, Joy Division, Pink Floyd, The Cure, etc.


By anonymous at 10,Jul,11 16:03

I'm sorry man


By Ella at 20,Sep,11 14:09

mate...i know what your going thru
i'm sorry


By at 23,Sep,11 10:09

I know what you are going through. but if you can get through this difficult part of your life, you will be so much stronger than everyone around you. im going to put some qoutes on here that help me when i doubt myself.

• "People become really quite remarkable when they start thinking that they can do things. When they believe in themselves they have the first secret of success." - Norman Vincent Peale
• "If you have the courage to begin, you have the courage to succeed."- David Viscott.
• "Courage is about doing what you’re afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you’re scared" – Eddie Rickenbacker.
• "One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go." – Sheila Murray Bethel.
• Don’t’ let the low times keep you down. Learn from them and reach for the high times." – David Wiemers.
• "Accept everything about yourself. I mean everything. You are you, and that is the beginning and the end; No apologies, no regrets." – Clark Montanas.
• "If you believe in yourself, things are possible." – Shannon Macmillan.
"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination." - Tommy Lasorda
Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." - Thomas Edison

"Tough times never last, but tough people do." - Robert Schuller

"No one can make you feel inferior without your permission." ~ Eleanore Roosevelt

keep the faith fella. you are only 22. the greatest years of your life are to come.


By anonymous at 25,May,12 09:33

GIVING UP IS ALWAYS EASIER, IT REQUIRES NO EFFORT.BUT IF YOU GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT AT 22 YOU'LL REALLY SHORTCHANGE YOURSELF.I TOO HAD A TERRIBLE TIME AT THAT AGE AND BELIEVE ME YOUR LUCK WILL CHANGE IF YOU'VE GOT THE COURAGE TO HANG ON AND AT 22 YOU CERTAINLY SHOULD BE ABLE TO. I'M SURE THERE WERE TIMES IN YOUR LIFE WHEN THINGS WERE BETTER AND JUST LIKE THINGS GOT BAD THEY CAN CHANGE AND GET BETTER AGAIN.YOU MIGHT WANT TO ASK YOURSELF HOW DID I END UP LIKE THIS? BLAMING IT ON YOUR SURROUNDINGS IS ONLY PART OF THE PROBLEM ( AND IT WON'T SOLVE A THING ). THE OTHER PART IS HOW YOU'VE GONE ABOUT DEALING WITH YOUR PROBLEM.ALWAYS REMEMBER TO KEEP MOVING AND TRYING THINGS.ACTIVITY BREEDS ACTIVITY. IF YOU START TO CHANGE THEN YOUR LIFE WILL START TO CHANGE. THINK POSITIVE AND GET SOME COUNSELING.


By anonymous at 17,Sep,12 00:04

i will pray for you and so will others,trust in the lord with all your heart and and speak with him and he will give you the desires of your heart.you will never be alone he will never forsake you or leave you .the lord loves you


By anonymous at 08,Dec,12 07:31

pray to god and ask for help and it will happen ,have faith i am going thru this at present and never been bad to anyone in my life. you are 22 you have to get up and say to your self i will get thru this . i am 52 and never thought that this will happen to me,but i look to god because he is there for us .I am hindu and pray to lord Ganesh......it works for me slowly because i have faith in the almighty.
good luck....


By anonymous at 02,May,13 11:34

OK, the first key to happiness is to except the things you can not change. With you there are some things you can change and you need to get going on them. As for making friends start focusing on the other person, practice talking to everyone you can and focus on them, what they like what interect them and not you. It may take a while put you will find someone you have something in common with and will be your friend. Get into classes like taekwondo, music, art classes, go to church groups or anywhere there are groups of people you can start to get to known. Also and this is a big one, you need to get some counsel


By anonymous at 02,May,13 11:44

(sorry I clicked the post too soon) anyway, you need to get some counseling. Talk to your mother for help in this area if you can. You need help not with just the depression but you need to know how to deal with your leaning disabilities. The may be some free help out there. Contact your doctors office for advice it nothing else. Also if you are at a university they usually have counselors that can help. And one more thing, if you are not in college thing about going. These days ANYONE who want to go can. There are scholorships, grants etc. all over the place. Talk to a local college or university, and don't think you don't have what it takes, pull yourself up, when there is a will there is a way, what have you got to loose? Get off your but more forward, do something. GOOD LUCk. Carol


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