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I think my life sucks bad.

Posted by chris at January 22, 2010
Tags: General  January 2010

Im 25 male
Im heavy overweight from my childhood
i was always beaten up as a child by parents, classmates
i think i was adopted
i have no friends
i never had a girlfriend
i never had a kiss
my first and only sexual experince was with a hooker
i have fluffy nippels like a girl that shine through t-shirt
im broke all my life
cant get a nice job
all my business ideas fail, because of my looks
the pc is my best friend
im addicted to porn


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By anonymous at 22,Jan,10 23:53

this must be my last boyfriend....

By at 23,Jan,10 01:09

If you want to be lighter than your current weight, why arent you working for it? You can't expect the weight to leave your body if you won't work it off. Get a membership at the gym, start eating right. You need to find some type of motivation. start a calorie journal. I've lost 10 pounds so far becuase i've decided that thats what i want. i've been cursing over my body for the past 4 years and have never done anything about it until now and when see the scale showing low numbers it motivates me to lose more. just try!!

Classmates can be the cruelest people on earth. thats the bad thing about school becuase you go there with all kinds of kids who are different and have grown up differently, so who knows who you'll meet in class. I've had my fair share of being pushed around and i hated my school life. i hated school life so much that i can barely remember it. I wanted to die so many times because of school life. But this is the past, so stop picking at it. Youre a different person now, all grown up and it has nothing to do with NOW.

If you think you are adopted, start asking questions, start doing some research. You need some closure not constant assumptions.

I'm almost 24 years old, never had a boyfriend, never been kissed. I just started a new semester at college and i swear everytime a student comes in the room, they know someone that they are friends with, but when it comes to me i'm always alone. I've been in school since 2006 and have yet made a decent friend. Making friends is TOUGH becuase its hard to pick out or meet ones that respect you or who are like you and yea it feels like crap being alone becuase it makes you wonder what's wrong with you.

Hardly half the world can get nice jobs, Jobs are dropping low like rain. i was laid off a half a year ago and cannot find one now. i've been to three interviews for ONE store and they wasted my time. i am STILL very bitter and angry as hell about that. i've filled out over 20 applications, nobody wants to hire me. its freaken tough!

If businesses don't want you for your looks, then maybe its a good idea that you arent working for those kinds of people anyway. get up and try again somewhere else. why work for close-minded and arrogant people anyway?

Then stop watching porn, substitute that for something else, like video or computer games, or get out more and explore the world, watch kids play at the park or flying kites.

YOu have ALOT of self-issues and when you have these issues, do you really think its a good idea for a girl to come into your life now? youre not even comfortable and straight with yourself, why should this girlfriend be comfortable with you either? you need to start loving yourself and have some self-respect before you expect others to have it for you. When it comes to porn, i'm very old fashion, i will not put up with it becuase it only tells me that you need this to be satisfied and that i'm not never going to be enough. they say porn is the leading cause of divorce today. Though alot of women have no problems with it, but alot of women also have a problem with it too. so thats a bit dangerous to play around with unless you meet a woman who doesnt mind it.

Again, try get some of your problems knocked out of the way first.

By anonymous at 23,Jan,10 12:40

pretty amazing, maybe you get some comfort by seeing

By anonymous at 23,Jan,10 23:12

I do not recommend porn addicts to go to the park and watch children.... anonymousWoman..
By at 24,Jan,10 00:11

Oh yea, that did sound bad. sorry

By robbie at 24,Jan,10 00:14

Hey anonymousWoman, I don't want to knock you but, if you have ever been REALLY depressed,and I don't mean sad, I mean clinically, where you have no control over it, then the last thing that you want to do is work out.I am not saying it is not good advice, but people who are depressed LITERALLY do not have the motivation to work out, and if they do, then they are not really that depressed. Please believe me when I say I am not trying to be mean, I am just helping you to understand what it can be like. I agree with you about the friends thing. I am 32 and have no friends. People at work and my roommate say just go out and do things. Who in the world wants to do every thing alone? I hate not having friends.

I am also addicted to porn and to just stop can be tough. And even if it is not tough, if I have nothing else to do,What the heck else can I do? It gets boring. Not to mention if he has never had a girlfriend,(that sucks). I think that it is easier for a woman to not watch porn than a guy. And to prove that, Who is the Porn industry focused at? GUYS!! Try to walk around with testosterone peaking in your body every 3 to 4 minutes. If you have no girl and no life and nothing going for you it is hard to want or try to make things better. I am in the same situation. How long are we suppoesed to try to make it better for with out results(a girl), a month, a year, a decade. If I sound like I am picking at you, I am sorry Woman, I just think I can kinda understand alittle of where he is coming from.

And for the idiot who says not to go to the park because there are kids there. How ignorant can you be!! Just because someone likes porn does NOT mean that they are a pedifial(spelled wrong) or child molester. They might be, but more than likely not.
By at 24,Jan,10 00:33

No, its alright. I know there is no motivation when you are depressed. It's really hard letting those stubborn feelings go becuase they do get in the way of life and dreams and hope. But I was trying to make him understand that his weight CAN change and if he doesnt want it that way, he can always change it. thats the good side about it.
By robbie at 24,Jan,10 00:39

I was looking online for where it might say that porn is a major cause of divorce and I could not find it. Is that a personal belief or a statistical one? Do you really believe that if a guy watches porn that you (a woman) alone can't satisfy him? Just curious.
By at 24,Jan,10 01:00

It was On Yahoo Answers, a user posted a link to it and i guess i just assumed it was true, that was about a year or two ago.
By at 24,Jan,10 01:05

ANd yes i do think Porn does get in the way somewhat. i mean if i were to marry a man and i find him jacking off to bunch of women on the screen, i would feel belittled and i would feel like i'm never enough for him, that i can't satisfy him the way these women can. it would jus tmake me feel really small. but Like i said, all of us are different, some don't care, some do.

By Ryan at 24,Jan,10 10:53


By anonymous at 28,Jan,10 16:34

dude i'm 36, and i'm there with ya.
i've not been overweight, i have trained to get rid of a bit of fat-it's real hard- no question. but being overweight makes you strong, so you can impress in the gym even if you are overweight
i have no real friends- neither have people i know- to be honest i can still say i am the coolest person i know, so other people might not see it, so what?
i never had a kiss or a girlfriend until I was 24. When i got one, i wished i could watch porn instead. it was a total anticlimax, literally, and she was hot.
Hookers are totally cool, they dont give a f***
I have a nice job, but it took 15 years to get here
all the girls i know dont fancy me, and I dont know why, but that's because i truly believe i am really beautiful inside and out, even if they dont see it. their loss, but it's still kind of lonely

By at 31,Jan,10 03:25

I think that the reason you dont have a girlfriend is because girls today are so fucking stuck up that they wont even look at you unless you drive a sports car, have a body builder physique, and basically shoot hundred dollar bills out of your dick. The guy that says you cant work out when your depressed is fuckin retarded, it will actually make you feel less depressed, and improve your body image and muscle tone. Porn is OK, but like everything else, not in excess. The job market, like todays woman, is so fucking stuck up that they wont even look at you unless your related to them or something cause ive been fuckd out of a job for like the last 3 months. I used to have some good friends, but they all died or went to prison. The only person I hang out with anymore is my pregnant girlfriend. So FUCK friends too. And stop taking shit off of people. Theyre all a bunch of pussies anyway!
By anonymous at 23,Nov,10 00:17

Having money, a great sports car and a great physique won't get you a girlfriend. believe me, I know!

Men outnumber women by almost 50%, due to the age dating bias. And on top of that, most women have 10 times less desire for sex.

So there will always be a huge imbalance, and there will always be more lonely men then lonely women. its just the way it is.

By anonymous at 31,Jan,10 15:18

Your life sucks so bad you should just blow your brains out you fat assed loser.
Please, do not take this troll seriously. You bleeding hearts are playing into the hands of someone you never met and is annonymous on a website.
If this sack of blubber is for real, join Jenny Craig or eat yourself to death, or blow your brains out.
Stop chocking your chicken and get a job as well.
By anonymous at 11,Feb,10 01:04

you must be the same person who went to almost every comment on the site to talk shit to people. your a fucking pussy who could never possibly ever say anything to anyones face. why dont you go anonymously fuck yourself, pusscake!

By at 13,May,10 23:54

yeah thats almost as bad as my life except i never got laid im stuck 8 miles away from town and i dont have a car or any vehicle so i have to count on my friends who almost always let me down so yeah i feel you

By at 06,Aug,10 07:58

man i feel for you, i am still in my teens but never had a girlfriend or a kiss and i am also addicted to porn and all i really do is go on the internet but i am also good at sports and love playing sports but i hate my life anyway, i wish i was never born. women these days piss me off cause they only ever talk to popular guys and the girls may be very hot but they are idiots. i have never had sex but i dont think i will be a virgin forever because when i turn 18 i will got brothels but i would rather have a proper girlfriend but i think thats gonna be impossible unless i get a chick from an asian country or something like that and it shows how desperate i am.

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