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Depression is a strong emotion

Posted by anonymous at May 29, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Juvenile problems  Loneliness  2011 May

Let's start off with some facts;
I'm 19 years of age.
I have done nothing with my life.
I am a drop-out
I am a drug addict


The fact of the matter is I've always struggled with depression. It's just lately it's been on and off, Almost mimicking bi-polar disorder. I sit at the computer desk staring at my Facebook and seeing that no one talks to me or even really interacts with my profile at all. I think to myself "Why..."

Why is it all my friend's facebook's are filled with activity and friendship
Why do I even bother anymore. I'm basically living an empty life just trying to make it through each waking day
Why...Why do I live?

The honest truth at this point is....
I don't know who I am and I feel distant from the world. High School,even though I didn't do much, they were my best years. Since then....Nothing. Just bleak nothingness. I feel like I'm just staring into an never ending abyss of bleakness.

I feel, so awfully alone. I barely go out with friends and when I do their definition of "Party" is too different from mine.

I just, I want something in life. I'd like to be able to be like Family Guy, which is a childish thing to say I'm aware of that. If I could just have my tight group of friends like Peter, Quaqmire, and Joe. In-fact I used to. Both of them are distant right now, and I am alone.

I wish things could just go back to the way they used to be or I'd much rather just die.


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By anonymous at 19,Jun,11 07:45

You are one sad bastard by comparing yourself to a cartoon. Get off of the Facebook and live a real life. Go outside and walk around, start working out. That usually can cure depression once you get started. If you are physically unable, then start writing or doing another form of art. Creating things makes most people happier. There are so many more things to do besides Facebook and cyber sex.
By anonymous at 24,Jun,11 02:13

You make it sound easy.i dont think you really understand.


By anonymous at 19,Jun,11 22:37

Take that guy's suggestions about excercise and creating. Also, see a homeopath who has remedies to help you through the rough patches and anxiety. Other than that, don't buy into becoming "depressed" or "bi-polar"...it's a waste of time. You have to start becoming someone and being about SOMETHING, whatever that may be. Give to others...


By anonymous at 20,Jun,11 17:15

I m just like u,ur life is better - atleast u had friends. I never had friends, I m a loner.


By anonymous at 20,Jun,11 18:30

plz kill yourself you are a fucking loser
By anonymous at 24,Jun,11 02:10

Fool! Fuck off.


By anonymous at 20,Jun,11 20:22

You are way too young to be in the rut you're in. That first poster is right, follow that advice ok? You got a lot going for you so get off facebook. As for friends we all want but don't have, so what! You don't need the wrong type of friends which goes to one of your commenters too. You guys are young, act like it and get out there and enjoy life!


By anonymous at 22,Jun,11 02:01

You're still young and could do so many things with your life. Everyone has dreams so I know you do...so follow them. At least try a few things...you'll eventually find your purpose in life. Don't just sit around feeling sorry for yourself or wishing that things will go back to how they used to be. You can't dwell on what was...you have to focus more on the future and what you want from life. You say you've done nothing with your life...so change that. Start with little things first. Good things in life don't just happen because you want them to...you have to put some effort into it...and as for being a drop out well go back and finish. Its never too late to start living...and you'll find friends eventually that will never leave you it might just take a while. But if you focus on how things were you'll never be able to move on with your life. Life isn't exactly what we want it to be...but in the end you'll find your happiness.


By anonymous at 23,Jun,11 15:54

Every day is a good day.


By anonymous at 23,Jun,11 19:48

my story also same as yours


By anonymous at 26,Jun,11 21:01

I'm the same as you. Just try to get on with your life and ignore all those mean comments. You will eventually find that one person that makes you happy no matter what.


By anonymous at 28,Jun,11 03:02

I'm 37, and a drug-addict (recovering), and I also have done nothing with my life. Still living though. Spend time with people, even if they are in your family, and you will eventually find people who "like you." Even if you don't, somebody will find something about you they just cannot resist, and before you know it, you have a Cleveland, Joe, and Quagmire. BTW, these people might not even "get you" (like my friends), but they love you anyway. I didn't meet my group of three friends until I was in college at the age of 20, and now we are inseparable. But none of them "get me," they just want me around. Give it time, you are probably awesome; but like me, you cannot convince yourself of that fact.


By anonymous at 29,Jun,11 05:08

Quit drugs.
DO something (anything) with your life.
Get older.
This is an easy fix.
Regret the things you have done, not the things you have NOT done.
Stop watching fucking cartoons and moaning about not having LIVED.


By anonymous at 24,Jul,11 05:30

I will be your facebook friend!


By anonymous at 31,Aug,11 21:54

kill yourself faggot


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