I hate my fucking life. Im 26, chronically unemployed, ive been addicted to methadone for 9 years, im on probation, im ugly, im socially awkward, and the drugs have decreased my sex drive and overall ability to enjoy life at all, and every time ive tried to quit the withdrawals kick my ass in a way thats so fucking painful that its just better to stay on the shit. All my friends are either dead or in prison and all ive done for the past 3 mos. is sit around the house and feel sorry for myself. The only reason I dont jump off a bridge is that my girlfriend is about to have our first son, and im worried ill fuck his mind up just as bad as mine. Life SUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS!!!!!!!! | |
You made your choices now want to bitch. Oh boo-hoo, my sympathy goes to the victims in Haiti and Sudan who did not actually their misfortune.
Get off the shit, quit whining, and man up pu*sy. What made you thought life is all about getting high and facing the consequences? Oh, am I being insensitive? Too bad.
You made your bed now lie in it pus*y.
Don't worry, I'm almost 24 years old and i'm unemployed too. I have said this so many times that i sound like a broken record, but i've been in and out of depression for almost half a year. I've applied for millions of applications, went to three to four interviews and so far nothing is working. I just got an email back from the Dominos corporation saying that i'm not qualified to work, the same with Khols and Circle K gas station. Its like what am i doing wrong, here? It's just not just you. Jobs are really low right now.
If you have an addiction problem, the best thing to do is to try and get some help. Substitute your addiction for something else, like a jar of pickles, Candy or chips. i know it sounds dumb but its worth a try, or take all those drugs and pour them out in the grass and don't get your hands on those drugs anymore. It takes will-power too, ya know. And yes you will try to stop but then go back to doing the same thing over and over, but thats SOOOOO normal, dude! Its like youre taking 2 steps forward but then taking 1 step back but you gotta keep going becuase i swear its going to make you stronger. no matter how many times you keep going back to drugs, keep fighting it off!
If all your friends are either dead or are in jail, its time to step back and evaluate what kind of people youre socializing with. Did they introduce you to this addiction? YOu need to hang out with people who are going to care for you and have the best intentions. You also need to take a clean sheet and just start over with life. get out more whether its riding a bike, jogging around the park, having a nice lunch at Burger King, get some chalk and having fun drawing on your porch, anything to just be around life again. Staying home is not good for you, i promise you its going to mess with your head and make you feel numb.
Congrats on having a son!! That little kid is going to make you happy, dude! you get to watch him go to school and bring back home drawings and projects hes made and hang them up on the refridgerator, watch him play with other kids, teach him how to ride his bike, shave his face, play baseball, watch him grow up and beg for a 2026 convertible or mustang lol. Look, no one is perfect, and no one is ever ready to be a parent, but the BEST thing you can do for this son is to BE THERE and LOVE him. YOu have already been through tons of lessons in life, so use this advantage to make sure your son, stays away from the mistakes that you have seen. :)
Boo-hooing over some BS on a website, over a person you never met, and is probably laughing at your assanine long novel of comment makes you look like a retard - retard.
If it is true, grow balls, look in the mirror and blame the person for the problem, and get help.
Also get clean and a better job to support your own kid.
Stop believing everything on the internet.
Look, I respect your altruism. You are showing great signs of character. My hat and heart to you.
Put it where it matters. In soup kitchens, homeless shelters, your local schools where your knowledge and experience enrich our future, you know those kids who are future leaders.
NOT IN TOOLS WHINING ON WEB SITES.
and b4 u say it im not like u who uses this site to boost my ego, i stumbled upon it and read ur comment and thought wtf y can ppl be soo mean and unkind to ppl they dont know and who never asked for ur opinion in the first place. nice one mate
...what a guy
...but not that sorry haha.
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