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can it get worse?

Posted by neko at June 22, 2011
Tags: Family  2011 June  Juvenile problems

ok, im 13.
my mom died when i was 7 she had bipolar and my parents were divorced before that ,and i live with my dad and grandparents cuz my dad has a crappy job.
my dad hides things behind my back for instance:
he has a tatoo
he smokes
he has a gf
when ever his gf comes to our house he is super nice.but when ever shes not here hes a jerk.my grandparents blame me for everthing that goes wrong,so i hide in my room most of the time.i have alot of trouble sleeping and have scars on my arms. and to top it all off the guy that i like ignores me and can be a crybaby.i found out that both guys that i like smoke.my friends are mostly losers that i cant stand,and my only real friend is switching schools.i moved recently and had to leave my cat who i was very close to.at school i get asked if i cut all the time,and since we have uniforms its hard to hide my scars.my other grandma lives with my aunt and they fight alot so i feel like i have nowhere to turn.the only thing that i have are my drawings.if your just going to die anyways than whats the point of life?


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By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 02:47

The point of life is to make something out of yourself and be who you really are. I understand your dad has some problems but if that's the case then tell him and if he hurts you call the police so he can go to rehab to fix his problems. Don't like the guys you do because it can end in disasters. Talk to your school conselours about this and see what they can do for you. I'm sorry, I really feel bad for you. Hope I helped :)


By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 02:56

Also I have to add that since you like drawing, draw what you feel and become an artist! Hope I helped :)


By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 06:25

Turn to me or god. He always listens, as do I when im not fishing, searching for jobs, or giving people advise on here.. wink wink check out other posts and comments. Kids always judge u for those scars the rest of ur life, u have to accept them as who they make u r, bc no one else knows. . That didn't make good sense but idc.. see my point?.. plus that's the outside of who u r and does that honestly matter that much, I kno in h.s. it sure does but really it don't mean anything cuz if u judge people on sight alone then ur ignorant, shallow, and don't understand the meaning to life.. which is sadly how most of our generation is growing up into and our parents are now acting like little kids, everyones parents act like kids these days even my own most time.


By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 06:34

I myself don't have many friends and honest truth is cuz I started smoking and turning into someone I wasn't and I've spent all summer by myself no joke. But its been a good summer cuz I havnt smoked and that's what counts, one step at a time things will fall back into order.. but u will meet a ton of guys through the years and even just people so don't gettoo caught up in the rush, sometimes u have to take it slow and that's a hard lesson to b learned in h.s., those four years seem like life but I graduated a few years ago and the first year I was out I learned a lot.. u barely see anyone cuz everones doin there own things, h.s. was just a
small chapter in my life n I wish I would been more outgoing.. still workin on it but its getting better, my day will come I just need to
stay positive. Im talkin bout me now which means I've given too much advise, godbless and pray! Maybe go to church once a month or so even if u go by urself. Show ur family u have strength. Show the world u have strength! :)


By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 06:35

Don't get involved with smokers it kills u. . .
By anonymous at 25,Jul,11 00:19

I am 23 now and don't have any parents alive, it is hard but it gets
Easier every day, I too have scars from cutting when I was your age because my life was like yours. Not many people ask about them, they have lightened and look better as I got older. But when people do ask about them, they already know what it's from so I just say it was a long time ago and don't wanna talk about it and they leave it be and are still my friends. You will continue making and loosing friends your whole life it will be fun and it can suck too but just remember there are people all around you you will make another friend sometime. And keep drawing I used to draw and write poems at your age now I paint and write songs for my friends to have and hear. Just hang on you will learn how to make life on your own and you will learn that you can lead a happy life you made.


By anonymous at 27,Jul,11 22:40

Nothing you just wrote mathers... everything dies in the end without a meaning. There is no GOD only sufferering and nothingness. But suffer is better then nothingness. So dont kill yourself and you might enjoy sometimes living if you dont think about your problems.


By anonymous at 02,Aug,11 00:00

Stop cutting now. You will regret it once you stop cutting and the scars that will be there for your whole life still remain.. I haven't cut for years, but the 50 cent piece sized burn on my hand, and the fact I wear a long sleeve shirt every day of my life because people DO stare, is a constant reminder of how much I wish I could go back and change that.. The main reason is, because society punishes us for having these problems, even if we do get a handle on everything and we're "normal" through means of treatment, doors get permanently closed to us for future opportunities in the business world even.. I found that out the hard way, when I got laughed out of a recruiters office. As for right now finding out the guys you were crushing on are complete losers, is very normal and healthy at that age.. As for drawing, keep doing that.. Art seems to be a very, very good way to mitigate problems.. On top of that your emotions may become so powerful in your art after a period of time, that people may want to purchase your work, because your apparent ability to visibly display your emotions just mindfucked them!


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