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lonely 28 years old female

Posted by msladyj28 at June 27, 2011
Tags: 2011 June  Loneliness

all my life i have always feelt lonely i feelt like i was always the girl getting used for my geniusity or helping or being nice. From since i was at school i never really fitted in anywhere as i was bulled cause i didnt follow a crowd or looked different and never got looks from boys i was always bulled more on a verbal then physical. i feelt lovely within my family like the uglest and dumpest one. which i took my life a couple of times i sometimes dont know why im still here. what left me more lonely was when my dad left was when i was 15 years old as their was abuse and violence in my mum and dad'd relationship i used to think it was my fault. when i left school i meet new people but still didnt fit in and was used cause i feelt that i was the uglest out of the group i was around and the girls only took me out so they cud say that there the prettest and not get pick. where i never been looked at by a man i had a first taster of when i went to the club but they only wanted me to get into bed with them and not be their girlfriend to be honest it made me feel wanted which i nver feelt that before but after a while i feel like cramp. so in my life i see friends come and go and didnt really have any tru friends most of my time i spend time by myself as i feelt that im not pretty or exciting enough anyway today i feel more lonely then ever even though i have a boyfriend which is my first proper relationship but its a long distance and i feel more lonely and i dont have a group of friends i can say that we do things together like girly things and except me for me and not use and abuse me i sometimes woulder will that ever happen i sometimes wish i was someone else as i wish had people that expect me for me and not take my kindness for granted the trouble with me im just to nice that probably the way my life is this way i woulder sometimes why am i still here


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By WayneW009.myopenid.com at 29,Jul,11 17:47

I don't know if this helps but, i honest to God would love to find someone that is not afraid to be different. most girls i meet just care about make-up and being what men want them to be... It seems to me that you have something that is extremly rare and that is intergity and character. ask yourself do you really want to be someone that would treat people the way thoses girls teated you? trust me there are alot of people looking for a friend like you, i am one of them.


By at 01,Aug,11 21:29

You seem like a real woman at least, which is a lot more than I can say about a lot of the little girls that I have met claiming to be adults. Having individuality and choosing not to follow crowds for whatever reason shows a lot of character. That's all it seems like at the club scene is people looking for one night stands, and I'm sorry you have encountered this in your life. I don't know, I guess I'm responding because your story is pretty similar to mine throughout your family life and school. I had years of verbal abuse in the family when I was a child, and transferred into school as well. Because I have some different tastes in things than pretty much... everybody, I'm treated as some sub human piece of garbage, and I am not tolerated. Mostly though, it's as if I'm not actually there. If destiny would have had it that we had encountered in life growing up, you would have probably been one of the only people I could consider a friend.. I'm a 22 year old male.. I honesty don't know what the problem is, but I have 0 friends. I've had girlfriends, been used, cheated on, etc. so I'm thinking looks aren't my issue if people want to utilize me to get them off, but don't want anything else to do with me. I envy the concepts of friendship, love, and comradery, but it's getting to the point in my life that they are becoming false hopes.


By at 09,Aug,11 15:22

Its ok.lucy its gud u leting ur feelings out!am ere if u need to tawk hun


By at 09,Aug,11 15:22

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By anonymous at 27,Aug,11 21:42

That's just about me In a nut shell. a handful friends . 0 best friends. I can go for weeks without having a proper conversation. Have been cheated on and used. Feel like I will always be unhappy and have always contemplated suicide. Sucks. And to make it worse. I just turned 20


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By you're not alone at 11,Aug,12 18:26

I know it sucks feeling like no one cares. I'm 42, divorced & have trouble having friends. But I can tell you these feelings can leave if you get to know Jesus Christ. He will embrace that pain. He will surround you with loving people, I promise you. I am a Christian by receiving Jesus into my heart through faith. I'm here for you if you need to talk. Your not alone. To the woman from Africa with the short version of words, great job with your encouragements. It doesn't matter how you sound it just matters how you're helping. Allen


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