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Life continues...

Posted by Agent5 at June 30, 2011
Tags: 2011 June  Philosophical

Well, where i can start ?
I am just another teenager, just another brick in the wall, i know that there are "stories" more important and serious than mine, but my thought is just like just want to throw it out

Since kindergarten School, i always felt that i was inferior to everybody, but it didn't stopped me to make friends.
In middle school, teachers literally lost their patience with me, i always made errors in the homeworks and tests, once a teacher wrote "*insert my name here* is tired than ever", they suggested to my mother that i should took some pills called "Ritalin", but thankfully, my mother thought that it was not a good idea.

As the time goes on, i got better in school, but all my "friends" made fun of me, because i am too "nerdy", i changed school and the situation got actually worse, since then, i had no real friends.

I ended middle high school and my mom had the idea to change country and study there, i moved from country A to country B (not going to give names), from here my life sucks, my dad stayed in Country A and my mom stayed with me and brothers in country B.

My grades sucked so much that i stopped going school in the middle of the year, my case was "hopeless", i hated that school, we had tests like every damn week.

I also discovered wanted to move here because of an ex-boyfriend, she says that this "ex-boyfriend" is better than my dad, my dad doesn't know nothing about this and he hopes that one day he will see my mom again.
Also, my mom was unemployed, once she cried because we had no money for buy food, because dad refused to help us....also my dad started to smoke cigarettes.
My mom got a job and now we can actually buy food, without asking money to my father.

I hate my family, especially my brothers: a crybaby and a moron

After that, i changed school, my grades where good and now the situation got better.
This year i will do my best for enter college and i promise that i will return to Country A as soon as possible, but at the same time, i feel that i am just wasting time and i don't think that studying journalism will be usefull.

Everybody thinks that i have potential for write a script, but i am never in the right mood.

Just like before, i had no friends, the only "real" friend that i have is a "cyberfriend", she is a pretty good friend, she is the only person that i can share my thoughts.

You know, the worst thing about this is that you don't know how life is going to continue, life is just like a russian win or lose ?


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By anonymous at 18,Aug,11 04:31

You are intelligent. Look to God for guidance.

By SHERRY at 15,May,17 01:41

Normally I'm against killing but this article slterhauged my ignorance.

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