I know there are people who lives are way worst than me but when you are surrounded by people who have it all good and practically got everything good given to them. You can not stop asking yourself, why me? I'm a recent graduate from college. Applied to many jobs and had four interviews, two which I got nailed so bad by the managers and the other two I thought I did good because the managers said I was a good candidate. BUT..I never got called back. And I'm stuck working at retail which I have been for almost four years. I'm so discouraged because I feel like I can never get pass the interview stage. I have a sister that is two years older than me that makes triple what I make and she recently got promoted. I have friends that have rich bfs or suger daddies i would call it, who spoiled them with Chanel, Hermes and LV purses. I can afford it if I really save up and work more but if you see the people around you who don't have to do anything and get these luxury items, it's just so depressing. I have a good boyfriend but he's been away of the country which I rather not say why. So when I see all these girls having everything so good makes me so mad. I guess you can say I'm jealous but I'm jealous not because I'm greedy and want the same materialistic items but I'm just jealous because these people don't have to work at all and receive all these good stuff. While I'm here just wishing that I can have a good paying job so I can support myself. But yet no one wants to hire me, no one wants to give me a chance! Why me?? Btw, I'm 24 but I often feel like I'm still 18. I guess you can say I have low self esteem because I get nervous all the time and I get red like a tomato when I'm the center of attention. Life doesn't suck, it's just me. I suck!!