My life was always somewhat of struggle. My dad had an affair and ditched our family when I was 7. My mom raise us 4 kids by herself. which meant that we didn't always have $$ for decent things. She did the best she could thankfully.
Basically, my dad's side of the family pretty much rejected us.
So I was kind of a nerd in highschool and didn't date much. Same in college. It seems everytime I would try to met a girl and ask her out. I always got some story. I didn't have sex until my 20s
I finally met my soulmate. She made me move away from my family. She went to school for 10 years and I supported her. Once she got a decent job, she started to neglect me and our 2 kids. She also lost about 20 lbs and looks the best she ever has. Then she had an emotional affair that may have turned physical with her boss . When I caught her she said she wanted a divorce.
Now she wants me to move out and is probably going to divorce me once that happens. I am all alone were I live. No friends, no family (2000 miles away). My boss is a narcissistic idiot. I can't move home because of my kids.
My wife says that she want to be friends after the divorce. WTF is that? Ain't gunna happen
Soon, I will be living alone in crappy apartment, away from my sons, away from the love of my life, I'm horribly in debt and will probably never be able to buy a house and the divorce will probably ruin me.