As a child my mum used to abuse me, for doing nothing. I can't trust anybody because of how she used to hit me. I feel like I'm the only lost person in my life... Like im not living my life, i'm just existing. I'v tried to get my mum to get me to see a phychiatrist but she never helps me out, i'v been asking for 6 months. I dated this guy, my first real love, and he was embarressed to be around me, to me it just proved how worthless I really am. People say I'm attractive, and thats the only quality about me thats good, i try really hard to make friends but somehow I push them away, maybe its because I hate being walked all over. I don't think my life is really bad, I'm sure theres worse, I just want to know if theres any other people out there who are going through similar situations? | |
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