Being sexually abused as a child and not even rembering most of it.i REALLY DID NOT KNOW HOW LOVE FELT WITHOUT DOING SOMETHING FOR IT.Maried at 13,kids at sixteen,did not know how to love still.Husbands family member hated me and caused accident by giving false report ,scar on my face and thigh,i never did anything to cause her to do that she was mad at husband ,AND MADE THE CALL.CHEATED ON HUSBAND ,CHEATED KIDS A DECENT LIFE.MY MISTAKE.hATED MY LOOKS HATED MY SCARRED BODY,fAMILY NOT THERE,AFRAID THEY WOULD CALL ME SCAR FACE.30 AND FOURTYS COULD NOT WEAR SHORTS OR ANYTHING EMBARSSED BY SCARS,ALWAYS HAD TO MAKE EVERYONE LIKE ME ,NO ONE LOVED EXCEPT WHEN I DID WHAT THEY WANTED.DIVORCED THREE TIMES EACH ONE WORSE ,FATHER,CHEATER,ABUSE,CAME BACK TO BE NEAR MOM ,TOOK CAE OF HER FOR TWENTY YEARS, SHE GOT SICK ,DAD HAD HIS HEAD AROUND YOUNNG REalatives did not like me because i stood for my mom,kicked me out of family and home.she took all his money and so did my brothers, because they hated him,as did i.the money is gone now i take care of him again.as i did before .But i get so depressed because he cries for her and i do not have help.Oh yea my niece wanted to help me buy the old house because i was ther before,guess what they wanted 5.000 more so her husband said no,the house should belong to them. i got hurt again.so tell me what in my life does not suck. Oh by the way. i got my ged at age 36,had my own buisness, have worked for years ,try to believe in god,answer me thie why? | |
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