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If your fat you'll never be accepted

Posted by Robert28 at July 10, 2011
Tags: Appearance  Attitude  2011 July  Juvenile problems

I'm 16 year old boy and before middle school I was happy with my body I honestly didn't care that I was over wight with long eye lashes, big lips, a lisp, fucked up teeth, kankles, and I sucked at all subjects other then writing. But the the shit storm that was middle school changed all that. The fucking hell hole was nothing but being called fat ass and a fag. I tried to find a safe place where I was safe, I tried foot ball and a was ok I guess but I looked around and saw that EVERY ONE was a fucking waste of life they were all dicks to my friends and my fellow freaks. so I quit. I got tones shit for that. So I joined theater, I loved it and I'm told I'm really good at acting. But no the fucking universe decided that I couldn't be happy. The drama department was used to try and make one of those wastes of life I was talking about and making them a better person. IT DIDN'T WORK. all that did was give them even more time to make me feel like a fucking piece of shit that shouldn't be here that I didn't belong any where. That since I was fatt I would never be happy. That even though I dint care that I was kinda fat, in order to be liked by any one ells I had to loose wight, start being a dick to my fellow freaks, quit theater and join football. I did not want to do this, they would bot win. FUCK THEM AND FUCK THE WORLD. I did so for all three years. I felt good about myself for a while. But then my parents decided that love wasn't working so they split. I had to choose between an ass hole father who loved me and wanted me too do well in school and even though he made me feel like shit he really cared but still was strict and a mom who was really fun and loved me. She wasn't big on rules so the house went fucking he'll. As if that wasn't stress full enough I'm starting the fresh he'll that is mother fucking high school. It's starting all over agin. ALL THE SAME BULL SHIT I GOT PASSED IN MIDDLE SCHOOL!! I'm not that attractive but that dosnt mean I can't fucking feel. I understand that we all get rejected but not like this and not this often. It was usually met with a scuff and fuck no. Like I was trash. I wasn't even asking them out I just told them that I liked them, THAT'S IT!! Because in order to be in a relationship I had to have these things: a steady stream of money, a car, and i needed to stop hating myself. Back then and even now I had none of those things. But it still hurt to know that I'll be alone for ever. I don't what to do. I'm scared that this won't go away that I'll drown in my own hate. I don't even have god to ask for help( for reasons not related to my problems) WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO?????


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By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 15:04

Some people are assholes, you have to accept that. You have to do something for yourself, not the others. Even if they like you now they will leave you later, it happens to almost everyone and in the end we think that we are the ones that have the problem but actually it's the others who have it.
If you like music you can learn an instrument and write your own songs. It helps a lot with all this hate-thing.
Good luck!


By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 17:25

I have to disagree with the above comment. Writing music in solitude doesn't help, in fact it makes everything worse. What does help is having the feeling that you're a part of something. Unless you work on your looks I don't see a way for you to overcome your self-loathing. I am not fat but I'm ugly, I was made fun of in school because of that, my brother did his share of mocking me too. I know nobody will ever like me and I have long accepted that. Maybe you should too. Just let it go. My advice is to first of all stop believing there is god and second of all find and join a group of people who won't judge you and around whom you'll feel comfortable. Find friends, hang out and do stuff with them. Anything.


By anonymous at 03,Sep,11 00:35

Lose some fucking weight and stop eating so much nobody likes fat ass pig slobby assholes like you so lose your fat overweight ass pounds so you can find a girl to fuck you. Fat people suck man you already know it fatass!


By anonymous at 08,Sep,11 13:06

Hey there,

reading your post I see that most of your problems are because you are fat, is that correct? Well, being fat is not some preset, default state that you can't change. You put as though you are fat, and you hate it ery much and there is nothing to be done about it. I don't understand that. I have a deformity that is not very appealing and can only be fixed with an invasive, quite expensive, very painful, and long recovery and therapy requiring surgical operation. IF I could afford it, I would fix myself right away, but I just can't. All you have to do is stop eating (stopping isn't even necessary, or advisable for that matter, just reduce your portions somewhat), and hit the gym, start cycling or whatever (jogging is not a good weight loss exercise by the way, it's more of a weight gain prevention measure) and in a year or so no one will be able to tell you were fat a year ago when they see you. It's that simple. Now get moving, good luck!


By anonymous at 01,Jan,12 22:26

Its not that bad man middle school and high school are not the end all be all of your life its not even the beginning a bump at the most the situation with your ma and pa sounds like you need a little push here and there and discipline never hurts so your pop even though you'll hate him for it while your there is only thinking of your well being life's a bitch and you need to be strong for it there are enough weak willed "men" out there don't be one of them and with the girls there girls all you can do is put in the effort they say no oh well move on and only put the offer on the table once after that she has to come to you money and car not that important at this point in your life just do your schooling and make those social contacts don't burn bridges. your weight is easy make small changes drink more water take the stairs instead and this is a big one eat scheduled meals and have some one to talk to you'll eat slower and fill up faster. you don't want to be one those guys that peaks after high school that's sad too see.


By nice penalty removal at 05,Feb,15 13:10

SCaoAR Very well written story. It will be useful to everyone who usess it, including me. Keep up the good work - can'r wait to read more posts.


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