I am 18 years old. My parents divorced when I was 5 years old and my mom got custody of my sister and I. My dad would be around every other weekend to pick up me and my sister but most of the time he would be too drunk and my mom wouldn't let him take us. When I was 7 years old, my mom met R and my dad met A. YAY... R is my abusive stepfather who beat the shit out of me every chance he got. But never in front of my mom and was always careful to never leave a mark. A is my insane, always thinks she's right, stupid bitch of a stepmom, who you can never talk to because it just goes in one ear and out the other. My entire life I was tormented and beat by R's two boys. I never had a chance to make my own reputation in school because J and T(R's children) made my reputation for me... The douchebag queer who wets the bed, and likes the penis... yep that was me according to J and T. And everyone believed it, you know how school is if someone tells you something it must be true. I had friends don't get me wrong but my mom was always moving. In the 5th grade my mom moved to a town and I thought ok fresh start. But nope... Guess what J and T didn't let me make my own reputation there either. Freshman year I met B and made the best friend I could ever have... We made a bunch of friends but they were all in the same social status as I was. My life was doing good until my mom decided to move again that same year... and again my rep was screwed by my step brothers. I made very few friends in this new town. When I turned 16 I decided I was done with the abuse and bullshit and moved in with my dad. That is also the year I started smoking weed. Finally I can make my own reputation I thought... but by that time I was so socially exiled that it was hard to make friends... I actually started to believe that I was worthless and a douche bag... I was afraid to make friends... I thought everyone hated me... and who knows maybe they did. My step mom and step brother are always fighting over stupid shit... I basically took care of my nephew since I was 14 because all my brother wants to do is go out and party and shit. And now I am sitting here at 5 oclock in the morning writing this listening to A and my step brothers best friend bullshit because him and my stepbrother just got in a full blown fist fight at 4 in the morning... and I havent even gone to sleep yet. I am so sick of this SHIT!!!!! | |
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I don't mean leave right away...small steps. You could probably start by just getting some small job and save money. Hope this helps!
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