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Posted by anonymous at July 10, 2011
Tags: Family  Health  2011 July  Relationship

I am 46 years old. I was married but we split 6 years ago and got divorced this year. Our kids are b22, b20 & g14. The youngest is home with me. The eldest, who I thought I was close to, decided to move into his gran's, my ex mother in law & I really don't know why other than he said he didn't want to be here. My youngest son moved home last week after 3 years at university & has spent more time with his dad and Gran than with me. I don't think he even likes me anymore. I don't know what I have done wrong with my boys. We used to be so close. I brought them up to be independent & sociable but now they completely exclude me. Since I split with ex I have had no real relationship. The only men I seem to meet are either married or just want sex. I had a good job until a month after ex moved out. I then went to university & have spent the last 6 years studying for LL.B & LL.M degrees but I have no job and no money other than lousy benefits. In March my brother died after a 6 year battle with cancer. His wife also has terminal cancer & I take her to hospital 3 days a week. A few days before my brother died, I fell downstairs and broke my back. I now walk with a stick & have put weight on. I now feel totally unattractive & don't go out other than to take sister in law to hospital or visit parents.
I miss my brother. I miss my eldest son. I miss the closeness of having someone to share things with. I just want to be loved and feel secure. I am fed up of having no money to do anything. I am so lonely.


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By anonymous at 20,Aug,11 08:50

I am sorry that you feel this way :( Although, 6 years, you probably are about to finish, you will then have some money soon. on the other end, I am sorry that you feel sad, I relate with you and hope that you get what you deserve of life, happiness I hope.


By anonymous at 23,Aug,11 02:45

plz dont get depressed..i feel sorry for you..Hope is the only thing in the world which keeps us going,no matter what never lose hope.things will soon get better.


By anonymous at 23,Aug,11 11:52

Whether you are a praying person or not, you are a child of God and I love you. I hope and pray that your situation improves and that you are comforted by friends and that love finds you again. God Bless!


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