I just want to get this off my chest, but where to start.
My parents divorced a few years ago, they both have new partners at the moment, and they consume all their time. They say me and my brothers and sister matter the most, but fuck that, anytime they can they rush off to those asses.
And my mother's boyfriend is married, so I'm really dissapointed in her for that, especially since his wife has been very ill.
I always pretend to be very happy around people, and it works out almost every time, but on the inside I feel misunderstood. I feel like people look at me but they don't understand where I'm coming from. Not even my parents do.
That's so frustrating. I hate my life, I think I am depressed, even though I can be very happy and positive, but it's just especially when I'm tired or when things don't work out, I get stuck inside my own negative thoughts. I don't have a boyfriend, never really had one, though I've had several crushes.
They never like me. The only thing I want at the moment is to be on an island, with just me and my music, NOTHING ELSE. Fuck all those people who pretend to care about you and then walk away from you or stab you in the back. FUCK this life. FUCK depression. FUCK society for making you feel like a piece of SHIT.
I've never been happy for more then two weeks, then someone screws me over and I feel like I never should have been born at all. Why can't life be good to you? Fuck this situation. I know you people already have enough on your mind I just wanted to get this out of my head, at least do an attempt.
CONCLUSION: FUCK MY MOTHERFUCKING ARSE HEADED HOLE STUPID MISERABLE BORING MISUNDERSTANDING LITTLE LIFE