LIFE SUCKS

Couple of things you probably already know, but to write them down could help you to accept them.

1. Donīt try to change your sexuality. You were born that way and no power of will will change that. It would be like walking with your hands - possible, but not efficient and comfortable.

2. Your parents will have to find out eventually. You can delay, but not evade that. They may not approve, but they will have to accept it too, eventually. Just think about timing and possible consequences. If you are sure they throw you out, i would delay a few more years and worked myself up so i could be independent.

3. Acne - go to the dermatologist. He helped me a lot :). And donīt delay this. Itīs a huge boost of self-confidence when you get rid of it.

4. School & skills - find a thing you are good at, and improve in it. You donīt have to be good at everything. A lot of famous people were famous just because of 1 skill they mastered perfectly.

5. Fatness - wishing to be slimmer wonīt get you anywhere. Remember: If you want anything important in life, you will have to pay in sweat, blood and tears. No miracles. You have to work out and think more about what you eat.

It wonīt be easy. But life isnīt supposed to be easy. Itīs supposed to make you a better person. Think of problems like of challanges. Fight.

Don't be afraid to fall in love. Your straight friends probably have, and to them it was no more wrong than breathing. It should be that they accept you for falling in love too, with whoever it is. If they don't like you for it, they shouldn't have the honor of being called your friend. Same with your parents. If they truly love you, they will understand. Make a point of this to them when you decide to tell. Drift around until you come across your calling. Mabye it's not acedemic! Mabye it's some thing like welding or crafting. Just keep looking. You are strong enough. Acne: dermatologists really can help. First, look for creams or lotions or facial soaps with BENAZOYL PEROXIDE in it. Big acne clearer, trust me. And the weight problem? Well, you just have to grit your teeth and stick it out as you muscle your way through your diet or excercise (tip: try swimming; the water keeps you afloat so you're less likely to pull a muscle, you work out your whole body and you don't even get sweaty! How great is that!?) But I know you can be strong. You can be brave. Trust me, you can totally do this. Don't doubt yourself. Trust yourself. Test your limits. Peace and light.

I recommend this webseries, btw.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4OdATe76q4

jaxRBg The topic is pretty complicated for a beginner!...