My family is a joke. My parents are drunk to the point of no return 90% of the time and are chain smokers (which has resulted in all of my stuff smelling like clothes and many people believing that I smoke). My mother is an abusive whore who cheated on my father multiple times and then left him completely but they're still married and still hook up even though she now has a "boyfriend". My mother has hit me before and even choked me once. My dad has never and would never care about this. He always sides with her because she is everything to him. I mean nothing to my family. I have no friends because everyone spreads rumors about me, ranging from being a whore to being just an arrogant bitch. My ex boyfriend spreads rumors about me fucking him even though I'm a virgin and would never have done that with him. He actually cheated on me because I wouldn't, with another girl who would. Then he dumped me for her. They both spent months making fun of me in front of everyone. I'm so tired of people telling me that I'm a bitch, rude, arrogant, slut, burden, etc, especially because no one even KNOWS the real me. I've tried to kill myself multiple times just because I literally have nothing to live for. I'm very very sick all the time mostly because of how stressed and depressed I am. I hate my life. | |
First, I am proud of you for having moral standards, despite all that you have been put through. Keeping your virginity is a great decision. Save if for the right person. Seriously, your ex-boyfriend is a big time loser. It sounds like most of the people close to you are big time losers. I think what you need is a friend who is not a loser to help keep you sane and from giving in to their bullshit.
"The LORD is near to the brokenhearted And saves those who are crushed in spirit." - Psalm 34:18
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