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I'm living in hell.

Posted by Alone4Ever at July 21, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Failure  2011 July

I'm almost 30 and still a virgin. Never been kissed, touched or hugged by the opposite sex. 

People hate me. Sh*t, I hate me. What's there to love? An extremely overweight, unattractive, anxiety-ridden, nervous wreck with little to no social skills. Never had a real-life relationship or any real intimacy with a live human being. I have been emotionally and physically abused by my father and step-father since I were a child. 

I was always told by everyone that I am nothing but a loser. Now, I'm starting to accept and believe it. Everyone feels awkward around me because of my social anxiety disorder. I am isolated most of the time.

I want to end my life, but fail to do so. I know I will only end up old and alone if I keep on living life this way.


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By anonymous at 11,Sep,11 00:38

get a dog, he will be your best friend

By anonymous at 11,Sep,11 20:03

Didn't you post this already?

Why aren't you dead yet?
By anonymous at 20,Mar,12 00:38

ass hole

By anonymous at 13,Sep,11 00:15

Honey, I hope you're not on this website seeking sympathy because this is the wrong place to get it. Life does, in fact, suck and everyone has problems. Just try to live the best life you can and try to improve yourself little by little, day by day.
By anonymous at 20,Mar,12 00:40

thats ez to say unless u know what he is feeling,u can try to fight a war..but u cant win a war when your out gunned,even worse when its your own gun thats killing,s-a-d is the worse and you must not have it..

By anonymous at 27,Sep,11 20:20

easier said than done but the only way others will ever come to respect you and care about you is if you respect and care about yourself.I've learnt this the hard way, after a great many years of wondering why people always treated me like shit. It's because without knowing it, if you hate yourself, you may as well wear a big kick me sign on your back! So now, although I'm far from loving myself because i doubt I'll ever get to that point, i'm far less hard on myself. If I think of a horrible comment about myself, like that I'm ugly and unworthy , i try and turn it around with, being ugly isn't a crime anyways and people of all shapes and sizes find love. I don't know if there's maybe any hobbies or interests you hate where you could join some type of club or social group? When you feel down, groups of people can seem meaner and more intimidating than they actually are. But as time passes, you will toughen up the more you interact with people, because you will learn the ways. And getting out there is the only way of making friends and meeting a partner. It's a risk because not all people are nice but the benefits far outweigh the risk.If the group doesn't feel right, just move on til you find a bunch of folks you can trust and who respect you for who you are, not judge you based on the things that don't matter. Sorry to waffle but point is, you just need to survive and try to enhance your life as best you can,cln the hope of experiencing some happiness. It's all any of us can do! :-)

By anonymous at 12,Nov,11 23:15

DUDE i dont care about love im not getting married thats not the important thing in ur life life can be strict sometimes but dont give up its never too late to give up

By anonymous at 20,Mar,12 00:49

Its hard to deal with people if you think they are not gonna understand you, Having S-A-D can make it a living hell to be around new people or even love ones,work social events seem to halt,but if u can find a S-A-D group or somehow start one,you can slowly talk to people that share the same fears,and having someone else there to let you know your not alone is always a big help,and it will also get you out of the house and socializing..just an R.D.H

By anonymous at 27,Nov,12 17:59

who gives a fuck what other people think! love yourself and get god in your life. And if you really care about your past dont go typing it on the internet so pussies can make you feel worse than before, I pray that you find happiness and love in your life that you have never experienced before and command all negetive demonic entities out of you in jesus mighty name. may peace and happiness surround you forever more.

By anonymous at 13,Feb,13 23:12

The truth is that life is neather heven or hell life can be neither or neather heven or hell life is how things are in real time,neither past nor future,but the here and now,so why not make the best of it with what we got,I much prefere lemonade it's better for you and has more kick.Remember there is always someone worst off and always someone better off but in the end we all end up the same so I make the best with what God granted me and hope for better things to come my way,but thats up to me and no one else.

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