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Posted by worthless at July 21, 2011
Tags: 2011 July  Sexuality

im in love with a boy. he canīt love me back.

same old story eh? been in love with him for 6 years now.

he loves me like in a brotherly way, but of course, that
is just not enough, never.

today i almost ended both our lives in a big sudden depression.

call me selfish if u like. dont care anymore what others think.
i just want what everyone seems to have at
some point. love. i dont love anybody but him, he saved my
life once and since then i canīt seem to be able to just leave
him the fuck alone.

im crying right now and i dont know what ill do with myself right
now but dying seems like a way out.

i understand his position as well as the grotesque nature of my
feelings but canīt live with it happily. I thought iīd stop liking him once
he hit puberty but now i dont even like him, i just love him madly.
Wish some idiotic bastard could just track me from here and shoot me
on the fucking head.

i have almost everything, but without knowing someone loves you back, life is worthless.

hes 13, im 24. weīre both males. everybody go ahead and bash me. i dont care.

i do hope i disgust some people. im sick of changing myself to be "likable" or "friendly". The boy didnt let me cut myself, he wants me to stay.


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By anonymous at 10,Sep,11 15:09

yes being a boylover sucks big time. even if you get a boy to love you back hes still gonna grow up someday and the entire thing will become meaningless. ive been in love with so many boys i cant even count. they all grow up and new ones come in to take their place. no other way but to suppress your feelings my friend. unless you want to end up in jail. thats the world we live in and theres no understanding at all. its been years since i was around a boy. must be awful to have him right in front of you and know you cant touch him. any physical contact can turn into a big mistake. i can only imagine what youre going through.
By anonymous at 10,Sep,11 18:09

Gross!!
By anonymous at 10,Sep,11 19:56

Yeah my babysitter was a female boy lover she harmlessly molested my brother and fucked him up, he went on to experiment those things on me and it fucked me up for life. My brother was my hero before then, then he became my enemy. You child lovers ruined mine real early, real early. Is anyone feeling this?
By anonymous at 14,Oct,11 07:55

wtf


By anonymous at 10,Sep,11 19:53

Sick sad world.


By anonymous at 11,Sep,11 13:12

You need to be exterminated. Sick fuck!


By anonymous at 11,Sep,11 20:06

The creepiness of this post has made me suspicious of every 20+ person I know, I'm 14.
By anonymous at 11,Sep,11 20:12

Yer im the same you fucking creepy sicko


By anonymous at 16,Sep,11 17:27

wtf is this website?! i was just cruising the web looking fr a list of something to do,, and this shit is sprung on me! idk, they got some sick people, im going find something to do outside, goodluck with your problems fuckbags


By anonymous at 18,Sep,11 12:45

fucking sad...sick life


By anonymous at 02,Oct,11 00:45

I'm not going to call you a sick fuck. But you do know that the person you 'love ' is a child, not an object. He's not mature enough to experience the things you want him to experience, if you really cared about him, you would let him reach adulthood before throwing yourself at him and corrupting his innocence. The world is corrupt enough....


By anonymous at 02,Oct,11 16:59

He's not a sick fuck you assholes. Are you all the thought police? It's ok as long as he doesn't act on it. He can love the little bugger ll he wants, and if he really loves him, then he will wait until he is atleast 18 to mess around.
By anonymous at 09,Oct,11 23:51

wat the fuck


By anonymous at 14,Oct,11 07:56

just tell him how you feel........oh hmm no ..just fuck him


By anonymous at 23,Oct,11 13:12

If you love him, leave him alone because as soon as he discovers that you are a fucking pedophile he is gonna have some serious problems and traumas because of you. Get help


By anonymous at 14,Dec,11 12:21

well, I do thing that what you are feeling is not correct, nonetheless ever since I was 10 Ive been attacted by older guys, (Im a gay male), and by older I mean 30 year old guys, Im like some pedofile dream, I know is not natural, but i just wnat you to know that it happens, now Im a 17 year old boy I still look like I kid, and I still like grown-ups the difference is that now i date them.


By anonymous at 30,Jan,12 12:09

WHAT THE FUCKS UR PROB!!!!!!!!! I D0NT CARE THAT U LOVE HIM BUT THE FACT THAT U TRIED TO KILL A 13 YER OLD!!!!! THATS FUCKIN MESSED UP U CREEPY SICK GAYSHIT I AM SURPRISED HE DONT THINK ITS WEIRD THAT A GUY 2X HIS OWN AGE IS FUCKIN FOLLOWIN HIM AROUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE U DIE

Jess


By anonymous at 31,Jan,12 22:39

you deserve to die...seriously. u sick fuck


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