Sometimes things can suck, but, other times TRULY suck. In the past 2 yrs., there have been TWO house fires, both rendering the place uninhabitable. Both my Mom, and my little brother were diagnosed with Mesothelioma, the fucking asbestos cancer. After round after round of life -sucking chemo, my brother finally succommed to it, at 44 yrs. old. I'm not too big on crying " boo -hoo' when things go bad, but also my grandfather's had 4 heart attacks, a broken hip, and horrible, infectious MSR, whatever that crap is. Some life -threatening infection.
Growing up, me and my 2 brothers thought it normal to be beaten and mentally abused...that this happened to ALL kids, and hiding from " Dad " during his near nightly rages was just part of life. And seeing and hearing him walking around the house, rifle in hand, looking for the " gooks ", and even pointing it at us. Thank " God ", or whatever, that he finally left us.
Just one last bit, so now my brother and best friend is gone, and I don't have a job, like many others. I feel that yet another bomb is going to drop, probably with my mom, who has also developed diabetes from complications, and she contracted Hep C., from being stuck with an infected needle at work in a hospital, years back. Fuck, thanks for listening, and remember to put it all in perspective... some people lose nearly everthing, from tornados, fires, or madmen with guns, shooting randomly into crowds, 'cause they don't like the way things are going. Do what you can to help yourself out of that fucking hole you are in. And always remember MILLIONS of people have things much, much worse. Thanks agin. | |
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