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Posted by prefer not to say at August 2, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 August  Juvenile problems

i don t have it especially bad. my parents love me, i have a gf who loves me, i have friends who care deeply about me. with all this stuff i have done nothing. no matter what i tell myself i just fail everything. i tell myself that i need to work hard in school.. then sit on my ass and then graduate with a 52... i tell myself i need to get a job, then sit at home smoke pot and play video games. i am sad. so sad that i hurt myself and explode with anger randomly. yet i cant/refuse to help myself. i dont know whats wrong with me. i am not lazy. i work hard when i want to.. i just dont care enough.. i dont feel like i think like a human should. its messed up. i just want to leave this world behind, but i couldnt do it knowing the pain i would be causing to everyone who loves me. what do i do?


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By anonymous at 18,Sep,11 16:17

rugs and or alcahal will do that to a person. It sounds like you have no self estem or love for any one . It is hard to change but life does have a lot of enjoment inthe little things. you need to go to a counseler. for some help.


By anonymous at 19,Sep,11 03:24

I definitely have had strong overpowering feelings of apathy. Just feeling completely "lazy" and almost like questioning "why should I do anything?" Like you said, you don't have a terrible life, neither do I. Just to put one thing in perspective I'm 19 and never had a girlfriend or been in a relationship. I'm sure that's part of my problem, personally.

The only real advice I can give you is to find something you really love. Whatever it is, an activity, a hobby, movies, music, art, a person. Just spend your life doing what you actually want to. There's a difference between telling yourself you need to or want to do something and actually knowing or feeling that it's what you want. And talk to people around you about how you feel, you might be surprised how many actually understand what you mean, I certainly was.

Never hurt yourself or anyone else. Although i know exactly where you're coming from with your last statement, and even feel similarly sometimes, deep down I know, and you know, that is NOT the answer. Just keep living your life, however you want to do. There's so much to do and see and experience that no single person could do it all. Good luck, I hope at the very least this let's you know you're not the only person that feels this way.


By anonymous at 20,Sep,11 08:31

go see the movue remember me and think about what you've see. And life is tough, for everyone even when we have everything we seem to have nothing, we think whats the point exactly? one day we die anyways so why should i care.
we should; the thing i have realised is that life will continue to suck so just enjoy it, be happy and trust me being happy is not selfish because by being happy everyone else around you can share your happiness.

you say you seem to smoke pot and just play video games, does that really make you happy...i mean pot is good ocassionally and socially but when you over do it, you get sad and the happiness ends.
basically my main point is you aren't alone on the way you feel but you have to make this one life you get worth while.
be happy :)


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